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[30 Jan 2004|05:43pm] |
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I'm not really in a LJing mood these days, with the moving crap. Actually, I don't think I'll continue with Livejournal anymore... I've lost total interest. I've already asked Ou to buy me a leatherbound one... so I'll just handwrite it. Now, when I think about the things that I've written, they're just so unimportant. It's like.... I write about the smallest details... I guess this means it's time to get serious.
But anyway, Juan left, and is coming back today from L.A. Mom and I moved from our apartment, and uhmmm I still haven't gotten my Manteca pix yet. Aside from that, nothing's new. Well... and besides the fact that I got Liz Phair.... she is one horny lady.
"Gimme your hot white cum..." -__-...
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[21 Jan 2004|03:12pm] |
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And just when I was about to tell Mom about Juan problem, he goes and buys me a cell phone. What can I do? Well, news is- he's leaving this Saturday, after he help me move this computer to our new place, which by the way- still dosen't have a light, so I can't write, do homework, etc. in my room. But that's not important. Anyway- gave crystal "seeds" to Grace, Momota, Kathrin, and Jeffrey throughout the day. Luckly, I brought four... see how selfless I am? Actually Jeffrey and Kathrin were totally unplanned. I originally just wanted to get some crystals for Grace and Momo, since nothing came out of their solution yet- but dosen't really matter, since I have one that's about the size of the world's biggest diamond already. But then Jeffrey asked in Wells... which was so unexpected, since he is like what- a ubernerd? He's probably not even gonna use my crystal anyway, now that I think about it. Crystal fever....
So in P.E.- we ran the two circuit. Can Danzinger torture us more? But actually, for the first circuit, I was right behind Kevin and Momota and Sean, but I lost them in the second lap. Too much weight... maybe I should walk home from now on- got a 6:54, but told Danzinger 6:44.... in case she gives me a C... P.E.... Me fail physical education? When elephants and pigs fly hand in hand.
Took a mini-test in math. Wasn't too difficult, but I had trouble graphing the inequalities with X and Y. She probably taught that on the day when I went to San Fran. to pick up my citizenship certificate. And took notes in history. Wasn't that interesting- nothing fun about Alexander Hamilton.... wait- he's the face on the 10 dollar bill, right? That reminds me... we were folding money during lunch and finding the two towers on the backside of the US bills.
So in spanish- Imhoff finally saw the Björk picture I had in my cuaderno... she said it was- interesting. And then we'll skip to lunch. Jeffrey had those Goldfish snackers.... again. Delicious! Monique asked me to buy Fritos for her when we were in the lunchline, but then- I figured it was probably for Ou, so I just asked Dipali to buy it since I feel so uncomfortable buying something for someone whose *life* was ruined by me... plus called me a bastard. (I'm focusing more on the former though, since I can be a bastard.)
And in english, I think Turner was actually seriously... *serious* for 30 minutes. She usually isin't that strict but today... I think I've met friendlier demons. But mainly- she was pissed at Amy Ninh... who can be a bitch sometimes, but then again- who am I to judge?
Anyway, Popplewell was explaining how light.. or wavelength energy things... were measured. In Joules or something, and we had to try and figure out how much energy was used when you see red light- and how much when you see blue light. Basically, the thing just flew past me. If it weren't for Momo's calculator... who knows what state I'll be in right now.
So I got home, and Tarangini and I were talking, I guess she's had a bad day... apparently- her mom just *slapped* her. And she said something about a missing link in life, that we're not truly happy. I can kind of relate to that... I guess- but the way that I'm thinking right now- Frustration is man's best friend. Haha.. frustrated dog.. interesting thought. And also- I came "home" to find my crystal very deformed, since the string wasn't strong enough to hold a crystal that size so it must've sunk to the bottom, so when I found it- the bottom of the crystal was completely merged with the other seedy bits scattered around the container. And what am I to do? Start over- so I reheated the supersaturated solution, tied a string, and... got frustrated. The pencil that I was using at the balance beam thing wasn't strong enough to hold the string- which kept causing it to spin around, therefore causing the crystal to think. Might've happened last night... I don't know. Think I should stop before I turn in my second quarter book with a big, sour, greenish blob. Yes, alum is sour. So anyway- that was today. No deep thoughts... boring day.
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Mom was in the bathroom... giving Juan a shave I think. It irks me- the walls in the new house are definitely not soundproof, otherwise, I would have been able to get a good night's sleep. Needless to say- I woke up groggy today... I think Mom knows I'm sort of "disgusted" with the whole Juan situation. I don't know.. I feel... "unloved"- as one can say. It's just that she's always been there for me, and there wasn't anyone else around. So it's just been us two, but now with Juan in the picture- I guess she just dosen't have time for me anymore... Am I taking things for granted?
And things aren't going so well between Ou and I. It feels queer, not being able to talk to her... well- I could, but then I'd feel bad cause I "forced" her to be her happy fake self again. It's just... weird. It's not like I seriously hate the new Ou to death, but she's just so depressing- to a fault that it's been bothering me. No one should get that depressed- and it's probably none of my business, but still, I just butted in. I told her to "bring back the old Ou"... I guess I didn't really mean what I said.. everything just comes out wrong.. it ticks me off. I think I meant to say- that, she can be her old self, but she can't go on being so depressing. What's the fun of living if you just go on and... mope all day? There's no fun. It's not fun for her- not fun for others. I guess I wanted to tell her to brighten up, but unfortunately, got a little too far. As for now... I don't know- I get edgy when I see her (not a great idea, since she practically sits next to me in math) and somehow... always think that this is my fault, which is sort of ironic, since I'd always see people on TV blaming themselves for something they didn't do, and I'd think to myself- How stupid. But now- I'm just acting the same way. It's like... if you see someone armless, you'd think- I know how they feel, but you seriously don't, until you lose one yourself. Okay, maybe not EXACTLY like that... but I don't know... I just keep thinking it's ME that make her unhappy... and I don't... I don't want to see the unhappy Ou... actually.. I can't tell the difference between unhappy Ou and happy Ou... I guess I really didn't know her. I don't know... I try to help.. and I end up wrecking something that was going well... if it was going well... she was finally beginning to open up and I ended up telling her to shut herself again. Ya, I'm real happy........
I've been thinking about that lately.. and it's just so.. frustrating.. thinking you're finally understanding someone, but then totally realize you know nothing about the person at all... I guess it's just so many events colliding right now. Grades.. family... boundaries.. friends... I just need a place to get rid of it all... and I guess, for Ou- it's her cutting? I won't go into detail... but I don't know..... here I am- trying to help others when I can't even help myself. And here I am, writing this entry when I don't even know what I'm trying to say..... everything's falling apart. And this time.. there's no sanctuary. And now, I'm beginning to feel like Anne Frank... writing so... "professional"... too much reading.
So basically nothing happened in P.E. and math. In history- Monica's group went up to do their presentations, of course- being the *biased* person I am, I voted for them. And for some reason- afterwards, I felt really... bad for Leanna.. maybe because of the face she put on when she lost? I don't know... but I still have a lower History grade than she. And nothing happened in Spanish... or English for that matter. Read the ending of Soldier X for READ time again... that book is such an inspiration, seriously. Just by reading the ending, my eyes were blurry. But anyway, Popplewell lectured about Chapter 25 and crystal growing for Science... and that was all.
But I don't think that this entry's focusing on my daily agenda.. more like family relations and friends. And since I basically said all I can say about my barrier between Ou, I'll go on with Juan.
So, Mom came home today- our old apartment, where I'm typing this up right now, and told me- Juan got in a quarrel with Sabrina, our leasing agent for Creekside Village- and then, these thoughts just popped into my head thinking how Juan was always picking fights and like... really untrue, negative stuff. I guess the mental me dosen't like him very much. That I figured... he's jealous. He's a jealous little shrew who screws up everyone's lives. There... all you need to describe me. And like like I said- last night, Juan came over, and I got uncomfortable. I really didn't want him there. But I can't tell mom, since she basically will break up with him, but then she'll be unhappy again, something I really don't want to see. But then again, if she gets a boyfriend, I get unhappy, but if I tell her I don't like him, she'll get unhappy. Can this life get any more difficult? Actually... scratch that, we could be living in the middle of Iraq with no money. And these days... with the issues at school and crap, I just don't know how to deal with it all. When I was little, there would be this little blue park behind the school, and I'd go there. And in seventh grade, there was always Ou, cause she understood basically everything. But now- I don't even have Ou anymore, and it's like- I'm losing everybody. Last Friday, I didn't feel like talking to anyone... not even Momota. So I just ended up hanging around Iman, Tarangini, and Kathrin... they just seem so positive and stuff... for some reason- they never seem to show what happened on a deeper level- with Kathrin's dad and Iman's problem. They just seem so positive... like- they just have this.. "aura" around them.. that makes them so special. They "look up to life".. I guess you can say, which was something that I've been trying to do since the third grade, just never been able to achieve. And I guess.... now I wonder- if the reason I was telling Ou to brighten up was because.... it was something that I've been trying to do. No... that dosen't make sense.... I'd use to think that school was sort of my sanctuary- to get away from it all, from him, and problems- physical and emotional. But with Jr. High, it's different- everything's changing so fast. What I thought was save is becoming a battleground of fear, with the bullying and violence. So in a way- I lost my sanctuary... school was the one place that I could go to get away from it all- and now with all this depressing blanket over everyone, it's no better than home. So maybe that's why I took it so hard on Ou? To maintain my holy ground? I don't know... one of these days- it'll come. I'll just break down.. and I know it.
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Agh..... fuck moving... thank god for U-haul. Anyway- Iono when Mom came back yesterday night, but uhmm- Juan woke up up this morning. Apparently, I had been sleeping while they had been moving, and by they I mean Juan and coworkers..... I wonder if they stole anything... =\
So anyway- the fuckiest thing happened today, they were moving my bedframe, and it got stuck on the stairway... and like- the ground was 3 floors down.. so Juan got a huge hammer and "fucked it up".. so ya- there goes my bed... T__T-... that thing was precious too.... it had one of those drawers... and speaking of drawers.... what the fuck am I gonna do with those?!? >[...
So uhmmm yea- and then after they broke the bedframe, they moved a bunch of other crap out- the remaining pieces of my bed set; lamp; books; sofa; and ya- random big crap that can fit in the U-haul. And uhmmm... well- now the apartment is pretty empty. I still haven't disconnected the computer yet (if I did.. I probably wouldn't be typing this online =]) and uhmm- ya. That and the stereo.... so like right now- it's Empty House. EMPTY HOUSE. Computer. Quiet Alanis Morissette.... and kitty. But she was being a bitch again so I locked her in the bathroom =\... And we also might get alum today.. scratch that- we ARE going to get alum today. Ion think I'll get an A on this project...
And and and.. OMG.. >[... I just got off the phone with Mom, telling me to tell Juan to give her a call... so I called him, and then like- he said thank you... and I was gonna say.. either-
"YOU'RE WELCOME" or
"IT'S OKAY"... but I ended up saying-
"You're okay"..... slip of the tongue? ALKJFDLKS I need to take a speech class... Shimatta. And I guess that's it.... since it was just.. Moving.. Moving... and Moving.... =\. I wanna go watch a movie... or something... or reread Soldier X... but Terry still has it.... T__T... I want my book back!!
"YOU SPOONY BARD!!!" -Tellah
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OMG.. and I totally forgot my dream. Okay anyway- since Mom's gonna be home any minute, I'll make it speedy. It was like.. a LONG time ago... Ancient China.. Qing Dynasty? Or Song? Iono.. I can't tell costumes apart. But anyway- we were at this house... and then there were these little white TADPOLE MONSTERS... that like- can fly.. and they can bite... and they can kill.... sorta like... how do you explain it? One of those monsters from Starship Troopers (I think that was the name...) except they look like... like those TADPOLES.. things... and they're fucking scary.. cause you can see their digestive organs through their bodies... actually- they're like WHITE MUMMY tadpoles... erk.. but anyway- we went into this room full of them... I THINK Mom was there. But anyway- and then we went OUT of the room, and like one of the other rooms in the theatre/hotel (Iono... it was this big place..) was on fire. And like.. Iono- there was this bad guy I think? (Sounding fucking stupid?) And then like, I crawled into the room with the fire... and then I looked outside the window- and I saw dead people.. I think.... or were they watching a play? But anyway- then I found a little security camera (in the Qing dynasty.. yes...) and like... I went back into the WHITE MUMMY TADPOLES room.... and errr..... Ion think the dream actually had any point. -__- And speaking of dreams... I really need to write about that OTHER one... >]
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A Man ~ Alanis Morissette |
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Some people in this world are just so fucked up. Mentally and physically. I'll go no further... since I'm basically one of them. Anyway- Mom called and said we'll be moving TODAY. So yea- it'll be like, goodbye to computer and online-ness for a week? Ergh... I seriously hope I don't get Yahoo Dial for the internet conn. again. But whatever.. boy.. I sound like Momo now don't I? Anyway- played FFIV for a little while, it gets boring after you get pummeled by monster and monster with no *ACTUAL* white mages. And plus... Tellah sucks and has a ridiculously low amount of MP. And I should really check the mail now.... gotta get my pix from Manteca- before I move... I think Jessie kah's sending her last resort ones... so if I don't get them.... this life is 100% screwed. And for a reason right now... I really wanna watch a movie or a documentary on World War II. But back to reality- Juan's gonna come sometime later and like, bring a U-haul truck? Iono... but uhmmm yea- and he'll be starting with the closet crap and drawers and bookshelves I think. Iono where we're gonna sleep tonight... but it better be here. One last night of online-ness and Playstation before it all goes away. Speaking of which- Ion even know how to connect this fucking computer.... I need some Post-it notes >[.. and Starfucker's not gonna help since he's "jealous"... ergh.. he'd better buy me my new Notebook cause this crappy shit's gonna crash any minute... due to my severe punching and kicking... I feel so disgusted right now... need something to cheer me up.. and this time- Ion think Tori's gonna cut it. Or even a trip to Rasputin's... maybe an Egyptian ankh... since I lost mine.. and I just realized that yesterday night when I was looking for it... or did I break it? Oh wait.. yea- I think I broke it... well.. it was soft-ish... But just looking at this room right now.. there's so much crap to move... books, beds, computers, CDs, TV, clothes, cards, paper, cups, shoe racks, nail polish, tissue, etc, etc... >[... like I said- I feel disgusted. Bacon is brought to the house in this mold.... sorta reminds me of Nikolas' gangrene in Soldier X.... =\
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Today sucks major ass. I mean it. I was in a bad mood for most of the day, eh...
P.E.: The first time I got sorta pissed at Momo... =\, he kept ignoring me and talking to Kevin.. yes- I got jealous again.. can I be more human? And I THINK... Alex Nejat was HITTING ON the sevie girl.. Corrine person.... it was soo freaky... cause he was smiling at her- and then later when he turned his back, she was like glaring at him.. LOL.
Math: Walked ahead to Math... alone.. pshh- anyway, I thought like Ou would be yelling her head off at me.. but like Iono.. she wasn't.. sorta surprising... and weird- after that "talk" we had last nigh. Iono.... I want her to be HERSELF, but Ion want her to like.. Iono- be so fucking depressed... like I said- she reminds me of a worn down shoe.
History: I thought Kathrin was pissed at me for most of the day... Iono.. but then I really didn't care.. since like- Monica was talking about hypnosis.... and I wanted to try that.. Iono.. it'll be fun to visit hell. And is it just me or does Raj ALWAYS follow Mr. Wells??!!? It's like- the history teacher goes to wash hands, Raj follows. Wells sits down- Raj follows... actually- I think Raj gave Mr. Wells a cookie..... erk....
Spanish: Waited for the bell to ring. Didn't talk to Jeffrey... actually- I didn't talk to anyone except for Monica, Kathrin and Grace today. I just sorta.. ignored people.. oh yes, and Iman and Tarangini. Iono.. I sorta feel like the two of them are my safety net now. When I don't have anyone or anyplace to go to, they'll both be there... makes me feel.. Iono... lol. But seriously- I kept thinking that everyone was mad at me today. Ou's selfdegrading spirit is contagious.
Turner: Studied for the vocabulary test. Omg... and like- Grace drew on my test paper- and then it was supposed to be "me", waving my butt- and going like-
"Oh yea! Bum bum bum!" Lol... it was hilarious... but all the time... hideous... so I erased what I could. But then- I got a lil' revenge by drawing Kathrin like a poodle... >]
Science: Talked to Momota for a little bit.... this period... Iono- couldn't help it. I sit next to Gabe, Melissa, Amanda and Celia. What can I do? Geez. But anyway- said a little bit...
And uhmm, got home... and been online ever since- researching my Soldier X read book. OMG.. IT IS SOOO GOOD!! I SWEAR- THAT IS MY FAVORITE BOOK.... lol- but seriously- I LOVE that book. It's so like... emotional and descriptive, with the arm and Tamara. You can TOTALLY imagine yourself there- just like witnessing everything. The tanks, the rat soup, Elena's mansion. Katerina's death. Omg.. it was soo sad.. but like- I haven't read a book like that... EVER. Harry Potter dosen't even COMPARE... lol- it was just addictive. But anyway, omg.. they should really make a movie out of the book. And then... they can put Alanis' You Owe Me Nothing In Return in... lol.. it's a good song!
But anyway- we'll probably move on SUNDAY.. so I don't think I can go online in like... a week... *dies* no TV.. no internet... well- I have Playstation, but the walkthrough for FFIV is online, so like... NO PLAYSTATION... life sucks. And now.. I should go researching on hypnosis.. so I can hypnotise myself...... Now that makes me wonder... you think that's how that Izette girl got amnesia? Iono.. but- I still wanna go to hell... and come back.. that is...... ... .. SOLDIER X ROCKS!!! XD... okay- I'm done.. lol. Actually- I let Tarangini borrow it, and she seems to like it too. =]
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Crystal growing is hard... ya. Okay- so yesterday, Iono what happened... at school.. don't remember but like- I got home and was like- FUCKING SLEEPY, so I decided to take a nap.. but then I ended up waking up at like... 7 in the evening... needless to say- Mom was worried.. heh.. but anyway- later we went to Subway, where I took Momo's advice and tried the Meatball one.. =9! It's good. But anyway- later, we went to Rasputin where I actually got Alanis' Under Rug Swept... but then later- realized that I SHOULD have gotten Jagged Little Pill -__-... but anyway- came home.. and did homework.
So today....-
P.E.: Ran the 2-circuit... got 7:05... I NEED to lose weight.. >[... A PIG can practically outrun me! But at least it was better than last time. Actually- when I told Danzinger, she actually put down 6:40... >[.. but me with my big mouth had to go-
"NO! It was 7:05..." -__-
Math: Picker's overhead's bulb went out... and uhmm- did box and whiskers crap.
History: OMG.. FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING CASE!! >[.. We LOST the fucking debate... cause we didn't know we were SUPPOSED TO ARGUE.. so like- like like- we had SO MANY FUCKING ARGUMENTS, but then THE FUCKING JURY DIDN'T GIVE US LIKE.. SHIT TIME TO STATE OUR OPINIONS.. I MEAN LIKE- AND THE QUESTIONS WERE HELLA FUCKING UNFAIR!!! ESPECIALLY FOR KRISHAN AND MAYUR AND JESSICA AND RUVANI!! Ion think Leanna actually asked anything.. but omg- Jessica was like-
"HOW DID THEY FIND OUT?" I MEAN- THAT'S LIKE SAYING-
"WHY DID EINSTEIN'S MOTHER DECIDE TO HAVE A BABY?!?" I MEAN- HOW THE FUCK DO WE KNOW!?!?!? OH MY GOD.. I WANNA SLAP MAYUR RIGHT NOW SOOO FUCKING BAD.. >[... That little bastard...
Spanish: EWWW.. FUCKING MR. TORRES again... aklsdfjlak;sdfk can't stand the fucker... (I'm on a cussing spree today... making up for Kathrin's New Year Resolution which she's never gonna keep... >].. stop cussing.. hehe)
Lunch: Kathrin got "annoyed" with Kevini.... yes I like to gossip... shoot me. And later- Ou smashed a BURRITO against the R.C. WINDOW... which Turner later saw.... lol.
English: Read Anne Frank... "WHEEEE"... lol. And omg- Mrs. Turner actually called Kathrin NOZOMI!! LOL.. cause like she was asking about the MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM stuff- and like later- Turner was like-
"Nozomi just asked me..." blah blah- LOL!! It was so hilarious!! And did a mention a sevie moved into our class?? >[.. Corrine person... raar.. make us feel all stupid and crap.. lol- Poor Wain.. people must HATE him at American right now.... lol. Maybe not, eh?
Science: I got a 31/40 on my Science.. Momo beat me by 1 point.. and I like.. got a C+ and he got a B-... pshh.. unfair. Omg.. and I totally forgot- YESTERDAY! I was telling him how like- it was Orlando's birthday!! And then- okay-
"OH YEA! ORLANDO'S SO HOT!!!" LMAO!! XD- I WAS TOTALLY CRACKING UP.. to hear that ORLI'S HOT FROM MOMOTA.. I wouldn't trade that memory for a million bucks!! XD.. LOL- and then like- Melissa and Amanda heard- and they were like-
"WHO'SE HOT?!?! STOP FANTASIZING ABOUT GUYS, YOU TWO!!" LOL!! But anyway-
After School: DETENTION!! Haha.. my first detention.. EVER.. actually- it was okay, since I got to finish MATH.. which took like- more than an hour to do.... and if I DIDN'T have detention, I'd probably just not do it until... dinner time... but like- omg- the room was FULL OF BOZOS!!! Fucking scary bozos... and like- so I picked the table to the FAR LEFT... lol, so I only have to sit next to one of them... =].. but it was actually okay.... I didn't even know an hour has passed actually.. I thought that if I finished my math homework, I'd go on reading... but I didn't even finish my math homework.. "entirely" anyway... I still had the Mixed Review to do =\...
Oh yea... and I also had a dream about "Skitto"... =].. it was fucking freaky... cause I told Kathrin and Dipali during lunchtime. Okay- anyway, we went to the beach. And then Skitto was playing at the sand.... and then it started to get REAL cold and rainy. And then- I saw Skitto at the shore... but then- she grew two heads.... and then THREE heads.... so like- i thought she was pregnant. So anyway- we took her home.. and then on the way home... I found that she was pregnant... but that she laid eggs..... and like- I squished them under my big butt....
I'm serious.. that's EXACTLY what happened.... it was so freaky and disturbing.... ergh.... lol... anyway- Since I'm done with all my homework.. maybe I'll.... Iono... chat.. or read some lemons.... ergh.. lol.
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>[.. I HAVE DETENTION!!!! AKL:JFSKLFDSFJSDKL FUCKING ASS "DR." MAYFIELD.. pshhhh... sdkafj;asldjfdfjdfjkl >[!!! Wednesday- after school, 2:20- 3:20..... that's an hour that I'm never gonna get back.. pshh.. well- at least I can still do my hw... and speaking of hw.. I need a new math notebook. Okay but anyway- fuck Mayfields... she's not even good enough to be a balloon.. >[.. but anyway- I'll probably be stuck with a bunch of bozos =\... well, at least I can do my hw.. if I get my books... argh.. but anyway- we'll start with last night.
Okay- so after dinner, I was working on my altered book for English, and then- I suddenly realized that there was science homework for Popplewell- and that was fucked up, cause I had to go ask Iman and Terry AGAIN... I owe them too much.. never gonna get out of the debt X__X... but anyway- they gave me the hw and crap, so like I just printed them down in my TORI FONT.. like I do for like- everything... lol.. Microstile XD!! But anyway- I was chatting w/ Grace, since she didn't finish her altered book either- but then, she's gonna skip English... lucky baka... so like- we were talking, right? And then suddenly I heard shouting from Mom's room.. and by now it's like.. 12:30 midnight.. so like- anyway, she was crying cause my grandparents woke her up (..... no comment) and then my grandma was crying cause she said she was worried since I'm ALWAYS online.. which is so true.. but anyway- Mom got hella pissed at them, so they were like bitchin' at each other over the phone.. and like- ya, I basically just stopped doing my book right there, brushed my teeth, and like.... went to bed.. needless to say- I didn't turn the book in today.. =\..
But that crap carried over 'till today, cause Mom woke me up late (no, I don't use an alarm, shoot me..) cause she was.. Iono.. tired to get up too? But anyway- I took like this 20 min shower like I always do in the morning, and then when I get out- it's like FUCKING 8:03... and like ya- I dressed up.. and Mom.. Iono what she did.. but anyway- we drove to school.. and I was fucking late.. by like- 10 min.. or 7.. or something.. but anyway- I just went straight to Mayfield and crap, and like ya- she gave me a tardy slip... little did I know I'd also get fucking detention.. >[... I soo wanna kill her right now.. that big balloony bitch.... >O
But anyway- despite all that, Danzinger STILL made me dress.. and OMG- Mr. Haro is so nice.... lol- it's random.. but I REALLY WANTED HIM AS A P.E. TEACHER.... and no, not just because "ahem" had him last year, but like- omg, he's so fucking nice. Anyway- he opened the door to the locker room, and like when I went it- it was like omfg so fucking quiet.. I mean like- i see the backpacks on the locker, and like the locks and like ya- but OH MY GOD... Iono why- but for once, I actually LIKED to be in the locker room.. cause like- it was soo.. peaceful and serene.. without those noisy bastards known as boys.. but then again- I am one... but that's not my point.. lol- I can't stress it enough.. it even sorta felt.. heavenly.. LMAO.. but omg- and then I dressed in SILENCE.. with NO JAMESE OR ALEX SCREAMING IN MY EAR.. though he did do it when we dressed back into our regular clothes.. next time he does that..... Iono.. I'll probably just act like a wuss again.. haha.. But omg.. that was like- my favorite DAY in P.E. EVER.. this year I mean... last year we didn't even have to dress until 3rd Quarter.. ergh. But quietness in the locker room.. and then there was silence- and more silence.. but like the best part was- I was actually ALONE.. Okay- saying that just made me a step gayer, didn't it? -__-.. But I was alone, with no Mr. Townsend or TA (teacher's assistant.. not Tori Amos, mind you) and like.. no annoying people spitting in your ear.. but I think someone did open the door when I was dressing.. but Ion give a shit.. cause my locker's all the way in the BACK!! XD.. And and and- it's the name of a game counsel too! N-64!! Last year it was 2 (my favorite number).. and this year it's Nintendo 64!! XD.. I love my locker numbers.. lol! But anyway- it wasn't quiet when we dressed back.. damn it- now that I think about it.. I should be tardy more often.. get more alone time with me in school! =D
Anyway- I made up the Quiz that I took for Picker- and like, since she was originally gonna give the quizzies back to the non-absent people today, she just graded mine too- and I got an A-!! XD!! Good day for me.. until Spanish... =\.. but ya... I actually think I have an okay grade in Algebra right now!!
But like- I also had to make up the test for HISTORY... and it was FUCKING HARD.. but anyway- Kevin Nguyen did too.. so we basically went together... actually- we sorta ran.. since we only have like what- 30 min. with 70 fucking questions? But anyway- he sent us to the R.C. (Imma be there for a whole hour on Wed... imagine that.. lol!) and like- there was this Arabic? Person in charge.. Mr. Singh I think.. but anyway- he's totally weak... lol! I meant it like- he can't control the R.C. room like Coleman-Knight can! I mean, CK just DOMINATED THE ROOM.. lol. But like- anyway, the room was full of bozos.. like I imagined.. and they were like laughing and pissing me off.. especially this African girl (no racism intended... =]) who was like- laughing this really annoying cowlike laugh.. ergh. But anyway- I got assigned to Table 8 (why do I know this?) and Kevin got assigned to Table 12 (why do I know THIS?!?) And like ya- but like, I had to sit next to this African guy who was sooo fucking scary... LOL (all of them are sorta scary, if you ask me.. again- no racism intended) and like- I TOTALLY thought he was going to like... punch me and talk to me and crap.. so I like turned my head the other way.. where a less scary-looking person sat. But thank god- they didn't do anything.. =] AND I got to finish my test in NOTIME.. I actually finished before Kevin did.. but then- I didn't know crap on that test.. so I like.. guessed.. it'll be a miracle if I pull of with a C... =\.. I hope I get a B though... lol- and an A is virtually impossible for moi.. since ya.. I have an IQ of 104... last time I took the fucking online test anyway.. Iono- I wanna know my IQ.. and Ion think it's 104.. =\... Ou has one of 160.. and I was like- damn, she's smarter than Shakira! Lol.. who has an IQ of 140...
OKAY.. I'm getting off topic.. but anyway- after I finished the test I just like, went back.. and Kevin came in a lil' later.. but like- and then I started to work with Jeffrey and Momo again on the project that's like.. Iono- due sometime this week. Lol- that reminds me, Monica and Kathrin's group thought they had to go today- so like, they dressed up for it- and Kathrin's was like hilarious, cause it was this like- sweater thing that's ORANGE lol.. it made her look like a farmer.. and Monica's looked like.. her Fremont Christian shirt.. maybe it is.. lol- but it didn't look as hilarious as Kathrin's.. ^__^;;...
And Spanish- well actually, I didn't know I had detention until like.... JUST before the bell for bookdrop rang.. so like ya- the period ran pretty smoothly.. ^__^ cause we were working on our name poem thing.. the one that we sorta did in 3rd grade for each new STAR OF THE WEEK.. haha- I still remember that... I wonder if I still have mine..... it must be somewhere in those boxes we never unpacked.. but anyway- we were working on that.. and like.. I came up with-
me encanta Jugar ffvii
me gusta escUchar la música
Soy de china
Tori amos
soy un chIco
no hermaNos
tengO trece años
W
elEctivo es español
quiero vivar en hawaiI
Lol.. for Justino Wei.. I can't get any fucking thing for W... and like- ya... Jeffrey was saying- TORI AMOS IS NOT A SENTENCE!!! LOL.... fun period, actually. And now that I think about it- I'm not really mad about the detention.. since when I get home I waste time anyway- lol.. too much chatting.. I probably deserved it =\.. besides, Mom isin't mad, so whatever.. lol!
But at lunch though- Kathrin scared me HELLA BAD SAYIN LIKE how it's gonna go on my permanent record and how some colleges won't accept me in... lol- must be a rebound from my- ORANGE FARMER comment on her... "sweater".. lol- but like she said that was in high school or whatever.. but even if it counts.. Iono- it's not like Imma go to Stanford.. or like any MAJOR colleges.. Iono.. I wanna do something.. "fun" for a job.. like- sing.. or be a game designer.. lol.. actually- I wanna be a newspaper reporter too. Yup.. I'm a gossip person =D! But anyway, she also said that she picked that sweater from.. Limited Too/Forever 21 (... Omg... another step into gayness...) lol... and like it was supposed to be for this party where their theme was ORANGE.. but like- Iono.. it was sorta like.. a barfy orange.. NOTHING like my Old Navy sweater!! XD! It's so comfy and warm.. haha... it's true.. but anyway- they had a new lunch lady today... and it's like.. Iono- she was freaky. And also, freaked people out with my detention slip- lol.. cause like yes.. I'm a good boy (does that make me sound like a dog??) and never got detentions before in my life =D.. but like- Iono when they asked why, I kept telling them Mom was fighting with Grandparents over the phone.. lol! And ya... lunch was fun.. oh yea- and they were also selling FRUIT ROLL-UPS!!! =9!
And uhmmm... read about Anne Frank in English... and didn't turn in my altered book.. actually- i didn't even bring it... but like anyway, I was thinkin- WHEN THE FUCK ARE WE GONNA WATCH A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM?!!!? LOL... I wanna watch it in class.... since Uncle John came and took away "his" TV.. so now we have no TV.. except the one that my Playstation's attached too =].
And errr.. in Science.. just talked with Momo for the majority.. oh yea- and I also talked to Lalitha about the hw yesterday night, cause like I have Grace like 472509 reviews already, but I didn't have chapter 10 CHAPTER REVIEW, so like Grace was asking Lalitha, but then I think she misunderstood and like- was saying she was gonna bring it the next day.. so like yes- I ended up getting it from Iman and Terry. But like- uhmmm... Iono... my stomach also felt.. "gassy".. LOL.. during most of the period.. which is weird- since all I had was a cheese pizza (WHEN I WANT FUCKING PEPPERONI >[) but errr.. basically- Popplewell just like, checked for the reviews, and like read out the answers... of course- I didn't pay any attention.. since I was too busy writing POPPLEWELL with my blue PERMANENT sharpie on table-side.. the part that she CAN'T SEE.. unless she bends down... aiya... cause I also sorta scratched out FUCK.. so it sorta says- FUCK POPPLEWELL... lol... I didn't wanna write it... since like- I'm the ONLY ONE WITH A FUCKING BLUE SHARPIE... so I'll get in trouble.. plus- the side was made out of wood anyway- and I have like 9 inch nails (literally.. they are loooooong.. I can't find my nail clipper =\) so it was pretty easy to scratch out.. or in.. FUCK.. XD.. yes- super bored in that class... and uhmm- when the 5 min. bell rang, talked to Momo about FINAL FANTASY: ADVENT CHILDREN.. I REALLY HOPE they're gonna release it for the US.... but then- Momo got to talking about Kingdom Hearts (the one with the HIDEOUS CID HIGHWIND X__X) and then he was like calling it fucked up cause they revived Aerith.. and then I was telling him it wasn't a direct sequel.. but then he was like- the FFVII world BLEW UP... and that it was... so like.. errr.. yes- I was disturbed... Cid is ugly.. and they fucking jacked up the FMV at the end.. when he was looking up.. but I liked the cigar part.. lol.. and I guess the part with the EMERGENCY latch was okay... Iono- he looked too... "feminine".. like I said.
And uhmm- rode the bus home.. and like oh yea- there's always this AC TRANSIT BUS that like, ALWAYS STOPS the stop BEFORE our school, so like- when it reaches the stop before Thronton, it flashes the OUT OF SERVICE SIGN.. which is sorta fucked up. But anyway- since they had like made this new version of AC TRANSIT.. the better looking bus thing, but like anyway- they had to types. Well, like usually the one I ride on is the old version, and the one that's fucked with OUT OF SERVICE is the new one, but like- today, it was the old one.. so I like- was thinking... FUCK.. and like I didn't wanna cross the street cause I wouldn't make it in time.. since it was like.. RIGHT THERE... yes- the stops are very close.... okay- too much elaboration today... lol.. (mainly cause Ion have a lot of hw =D) so like yea.. and I STILL NEEEEED MANTECA PIX FROM JESSIE KAH.. I KNOW she sent them.. but I still don't have them... and it's so fucking fucked up.. >[... cause now Ou wants to see it too...
And like- I BARELY USED the net today, since like what happened yesterday and crap with the telephones, but like- uhmmm, FINISHED my altered book!!! WITH 34 PAGES TOTAL!! XD.. And luckily- Turner usually dosen't care about OVERDUES.. =] but like- went online afterwards and chatted with Erica... who was obsessing over another King ____... no.. not King Henry... lol.. that was fun for a while though.. that motherfucker.. pshh... but anyway- I'm bringing my 6th grade yrbk tomorrow.. so she can see it.. =].. and he signed it too.. but then again- like, half the school signed my yearbooks from 6th and 7th.. lol.. I got EVERYONE in my class in the 6th grade, including my SCIENCE AND COMPUTER TEACHER (omg.. Ms. Hahn brings back soooo many memories.. OKAY... ALRIGHT.. OKAY.. OKAY.... ALRIGHT! LOL.. and omg- I remember Wilson typed that final TYPE TO LEARN speedmatcher thing so I can get into that FREE PIZZA PARTY with Hahn!! OMG.. that was so fun... I miss elementary.. lol!) and like- 109 signatures in the 7th grade... =].. I'm a yearbook person.. LOL! I'd just go up to strangers and say- SIGN MY YEARBOOK!! XD...
So now.. I guess I'll do math? Or stall a lil' longer... since that's the only homework I HAVE ANYWAY!! XD And OMG- I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT OU'S SCARS... seriously- up until this time, I thought she was lying and like SCRATCHING her scars- omg BUT TODAY- I SAW THEM ALL- IF THEY WERE STRIPES- SHE'D BE LIKE THE BEST ZEBRA AROUND!! THEY ARE SO FUCKING......... *unexplainable*.. lol... but anyway- that's for today.. maybe more later.. doubt it though.... since Juan's coming later.. I hope we have Boston Market like last night again! Gettin' sick from Carl's Jr.! =D
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OMG... and I totally forgot there was a science test tomorrow.. asldkfjsdl;fk and to make matters worse.. Ou dosen't have enough salt.. raar >[.. I hate science.. fucking crystal project.... alskfjdk;l.... Choirgirl....
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"It's about time I gave you this, buddy..."
*Hands over condom*
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Eww... eww... eww... ewwwww.. In dire need for a new brain... damn it.. I'm perverted even when I sleep... -__- what a nightmare... Anyway- that was from Thursday's dream.. lol.
So on Friday- "We" went to San Fran. to pick up my citizenship certificate... and that is where I learned that "he's" getting married again.. to the Chicken.. that bitch... and then he was like beggin me to not tell Mom.. pshhh... what a pig... -__-.. but at least I got my certificate.. They made me do this interview of me.. and crap.. and like-
"What country were you born in?"
"What is your full name?"
Pshh... like ya- Iono me -__-.. but at least I get to skip school.. and the HISTORY TEST.. which I NEEED to study for.. >[... life's not fair... And later at night Mom came home with Juan.. and uhmmm- he made lemonade... lol. And I think she spent the night over there... apparently "TALKING".. pshh.. ya- go on and gimme a heart attack.. Mom isin't home by 3 in the morning... >[!!!
Anyway, woke up around.. 1 I think- today, and played FFIV.. which is okay.. sorta reminds me of Gameboy... and Pokémon... LOL... cause the characters are like- SUPERDEFORMED... big eyes.. green hair... walks like a rabbit... no nose.. no mouth.. ergh.. but at least it's fun... sorta- It really dosen't compare to FFVII... but then- I'm not familiar with the plot =\... Something about crystals.. and I guess apparently this is FFII also... or something... the FF timeline confuses me.. it's like- FFII= FFIV.. FFIII= FFV.. and FF?= FFVI?... AKLJFDLK:JDFLK.. like I said- confusing...
And I can't believe I didn't go to the dance last night... didn't "feel like it".. didn't go to 9Q either... I mean- I could've gone to either one but nooo.. I had to stay at home and be a $*!#%$*!... -__-
But uhmm.. I guess I should be starting my Science Project.. which is due in 2 weeks.. exactly how long it takes to grow a crstal.... and I can't cheat on this one either since we have to bring IN the ACTUAL crystal.. fuck this shit... >[...
1. Study for History Test
2. Finish Altered Book
3. Start Science
4. Finish Ch. 10 Ch. Rev.
5. Start Ch. 11 Sec. Rev.
6. Finish other crap from Friday
.... I'm never gonna survive second quarter... T__T.... dont' feel like writing much these days... =\...
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It's been two days.. Veronica still didn't come.... T__T... lol! Today was just bullshit... the only good thing was.. at Science... =D! I felt like a crap bomb the most of the day... wanted to barf... >=[...
P.E.: FUCKING TWO CIRCUITS!! Fuck fuck fuck fuck.... got like.. 7:13... shocker... that was actually my worst time EVER.. INCLUDING my 7th grade one... actually- I got 7:13 the first time I ran the 2-circuit.. See, regular people run faster as time goes by.. but I eat like... too much.. so I run slower... either that or my bones are two heavy.. Ion see any other 13 yr. olds who way 130 pounds.... that are... Iono... I'm not fat.. well- I am.. but just not on the outside.. haha.. Tarangini thought I weighed 90... Iono where all the weight comes from... My bones? =\.. But anyway, and afterwards I felt like barfing.. asldkfjlsdkf.. fucked up... last year we didn't even have to run until FEB!!
Algebra: This class' even worse.... no matter WHAT THE FUCKING WEATHER'S LIKE- Picker ALWAYS HAS THE HEATER ON... so I naturally got nauseous... and the sound of chalk banging on chalkboard dosen't help... it's like- there's always 3 things that's guarenteed to make me nauseous (when I'm feeling.. sick.. Iono)...
1. Meatballs
2. Sweat
3. Cowsey Pimentel
I remember one time.. in the 4th grade... I had the fever, and I kept thinking how Kelsey was hella mean.. and then- Iono but I somehow got to MEATBALLS.. and then I imagined Kelsey eating meatballs.. and then I threw up..... Hot Cheetos... obviously- I haven't eaten any since.. well- except this year- but I figured, I'll just think about Tori Amos then..... Yes.. Black Cherry Soda and Tori's the way to go -__-... Actually- Tori makes it even worse when I'm feeling sick... well.. some of her songs.. I mean- I can NOT listen to the songs when I'm sick- cause I'll like, IMMEDIATELY barf-
1. Precious Things (Too angry and wild... but otherwise- it's a great song... just can't listen to it when I'm sick...)
2. Pretty Good Year (Too slow and stuffy.. Iono.. I have weird ways of describing songs...)
3. Silent All These Years (See- PRETTY GOOD YEAR)
4. Raspberry Swirl (Dizzy.. especially with the swirling effects..)
5. Winter (Again, too slow... and stuffy.. even though the song's on Winter.. it reminds me of a desert...)
6. Hey Jupiter (TOO SLOW AND STUFFY)
7. EVERY SONG ON SCARLET'S WALK Except Taxi Ride, and Mrs. Jesus
8. Hotel (Twirling effects..)
9. Spark (More effects)
10. i i e e e (What does the name imply?)
..... Ion think I've ever dismissed Tori's songs like that... but hey- when I'm sick, I'm sick.... but there's some songs that help...
1. Jackie's Strength REMIX (Can't listen to original...)
2. Talula
3. Pandora's Aquarium
4. Northern Lad
5. Muhammad My Friend
Not a lot... So I can't really listen to anything when I'm sick basically.... and I am getting so fucking off topic here. So anyway- I got really nauseous during math.. cause of the heater.. and then like- I went to the bathroom cause I thought I was gonna barf.. unfortunately- the crap just won't come out... so like I said- felt like a crap bomb for most of the day... But anyway- I had to lay my head down since my brain was turning into SMUSH.. and I guess Picker saw- cause she was like-
"Are you okay, Victor?" And Iono WHAT THE FUCK I was thinking, but I said-
"Un hun....." And then.... started to take notes... -__-;;...
History: Wells has the AC on!!! XD... Felt MUCH better here... and errr- we got another assignment to do.. and again- workin' with Momo, Jeffrey, and Kyle... but this time- we're going against ASEIL, IMAN, AND TERRY!!! T__T.. Talk about bad luck... geez... I mean- Aseil's fine.. but Iman AND Tarangini?!?!? >[... And they got the easy part too... the prostituters petitioners....
Spanish: Nothin' much.. Jeffrey left early for orthodontist.. or w/e... he didn't even tell me this time.. -__-.. But I sorta guessed.. since he went like.. 37452918435 times last year...
English:.... Read about the Holocaust.... and crap... nothing exciting.. I wanna watch Midsummer Night's Dream in class. At least it's better than learning PAST PROGRESSIVE, PRESENT PERFECT.... and more crap.. pshhhh...
Science: We switched seats.. well- the class switched seats... me and Momo stayed at the same place... we were too lazy to move... ^__^! Actually- we were just REALLY lucky.. cause we both knew that we weren't gonna sit next to each other this time.. so like- when Popplewell came over and gave us our table numbers, Momo like- leaned backwards.. so like basically- she didn't see him.. I mean.. like- Iono.. he's so..... big.. I mean- she must be half blind or something.. he leaned backwards.. and then she skipped him.... but I ain't complainin'.... ^__^ So anyway- and then she was like-
"Did I skip you?" And then she said- oh well, and gave him a 2!! XD... So like- yes, we both got 2's!! XD.. But we were sitting at table 2..... so like- we didn't move at all.. but then- Celia came over..... she's Iono.. creepy now... =\... so yes.. I'm sharing the table with her, Amanda Parga, Melissa, and Gabe... and Momo.. and Me... but the latter's sorta given -__-.. and now that I think about it, I should've moved to where Melissa was sitting.. so like- Momo and I could get the same number next time.. I mean- it's a lil' different every time.. but her pattern's always the same.. =\...
And now.. it's 10... and I still have to do Math.. but that's it!! XD.. And and and and and!! I'm ALMOST DONE WITH MY ALTERED BOOK! Actually.. I'm only on the forest part.. but I'll live... ^__^.. and now- for my Eowyn icon... which I'm never gonna get to... and speaking for icons.. I need a FFVII one too.. Jessie kah's Rinoa one reminded me. One of Cid.. or maybe Aerith.... Iono... =\.. the FMV at the end for Cid hella sucked though.. he had no mustache and Iono.. he looked.. "feminine".. lol.. But Tifa.. *hot*.. ^__^...
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I BEAT FFVII!!!!! Something I could've done 4 years ago... when I first bought the game -__-... Good or bad? Well..... good I guess.. especially on the last day of vacation. The ending was a lil' bit disappointing.... I really didn't wanna think about Cid's grave... raar.. Iono.. maybe they lived.... it's like-
1. Jenova dead
2. Sephiroth dead
3. Team escapes
4. Meteor advances on Midgar
5. Holy moves
6. Lifestream
7. Big flash
8. Aerith's face
9. 500 Years later
10. ... Nothingness
Go figure.... well, at least Momo'll get his guidebook back tomorrow... ^__^ Actually- the Northern Crater was easier than I thought... I took the right path.. of course... tamer monsters... and actually- I didn't need to double up the left path since Yuffie actually found the Counter Materia.. not that I got to use it.. well- at least I saved... =\...
As for Jenova... she was Iono... big bumblebee thing... I still don't get the whole concept for the MULTIPLE Jenovas... Life.. Death.. Birth.. Synthesis... =\.. confusing..
1. Cid- Pandora's Box (XD!!!)
2. Yuffie- Mime (2x.. for some reason)
3. Cloud- Omnislash
4. Cid- Pandora's Box (XD!!!)
5. Yuffie- Cure 3-All
6. Cloud- Omnislash
.... And that was it I think.. basically it was the whole procedure...... ya- hardest battle I've fought to date.. -__-
Bizzaro Sephiroth... Oh god.. he was freaky... he had a body on his head.. and a body on his body... Iono what I'm trying to say.... in a way.. he's cool looking.. but real freaky... he has no arms.. and he has this... core thingy.....
1. Cloud- Knights of the Round (didn't get to the second summon)
Safer Sephiroth... One Winged Angel? The bottom part of his wings looked like his legs.. and at first I thought he was like.. butt naked... ^__^;;......
1. Cid- Wall
2. Cloud- Knights of the Round-WSummon
...... Yup.. well- it went better than I thought.. ^__^ especially the FINAL battle... ^__^
Flash.. flash.. flash
1. Cloud- Omnislash
^__^!! Eh.. I'm more obsessed than I thought... And I didn't get to see the Highwind... I forgot to switch Cid's Limit Level to 4.. T__T... well- there's always next Saturday... or tomorrow... or tonight.... >=]!!
ANYWAY.. onto this morning.. uhmm- went to sleep at 4.. I think.. and uhmm- no meteor showers... but anyway- woke up again at like..... 3? Cause "Uncle" John kept calling... raar... but he came over and picked up the stuff he was storing at our house... I think he just moved or whatever...
And uhmm basically- that sorta took 30 min.. and Iono what I did for the rest of the day except for play FFVII... well- it did take pretty long.... since I spent like an hour RE-EQUIPPING MATERIA since like, EVERYONE automatically unequipped theirs!! >[... And uhmmm yea.. that was it... And I TOTALLY FORGOT about making the Eowyn icon today >[.... ehh.. I'll just do it sometime later... =\
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So.... last morning before vacation.... T__T... last day of FFVII.... *sigh*.. well.. at least we don't have any real homework.. just Picker's Math Problem of the Week... argh... Juan came over for dinner... and to spend the night.. and uhmm- finally told Mom that I uncomfortable with the whole thing... so ya- feel much better now. And uhmm, they also rented 2 Fast 2 Furious... the one that Michelle wanted to watch... lol- I remember I THINK it was last year... summer vacation.. Me, Stephen, and Michelle went to Find Nemo.. Lol.. Ou and Jeffrey and Rosie and Monique... in other words- the whole gang was gonna come.. lol! But it just ended up with us 3.. it was fun though... Damn... can't believe it's another year already... Time goes by fast... "when you only got 100 years to live"... or even less... well... you know what they say.. the longer the better.. and that applies to more than one genre >]... And after that.. played more FFVII and did more ALTERED BOOK crap.. I'm really behind... I think anyway... raar.... writing in a girl's POV is no piece of cake... ohh.. cake... =9! And later.... Tarangini came online... and erhmmm... SOMEHOW I ended up lecturing about FFVII AGAIN.... it's happened like.. 4 TIMES.. this time, it was about Materia Growth, Slots, Limit Breaks, AP Points, Materia Types, and MP Usage.... go figure... Ion even know if she's gonna get the game.. or whatever.
So errr... yup.. that was today... or ehm.. yesterday... Iman said there was gonna be meteor showers... forgot about that... maybe I should watch it... 4:30.. except that it REALLY starts at 6:30.. Iono.. she got me with the REALLY STARTS part... maybe I should stay up and watch it... =\ Get the most outta my Winter Break =D!
Let's see... what else is new... uhmm.. STILL waiting for Jessie kah's pix of Prince to come... and.. oh yea.. I need to give Justin (Ng) back his CD.. damn.. I haven't listened to Carnival in hella long time... but Ion miss it.. Iono why... Original songs are always better than the remakes and covers... =\...
"Past the mission, behind the prison towers
Past the mission, I once knew a hot girl...
Past the mission, they're closing every hour
Past the mission, I smell the roses..."
=D! Past the Mission.... I love that song... lol... I like Trent's voice too... maybe I should give Nine Inch Nails a try.. =]...
So yea.. now Mom and Juan are asleep... which reminded me.. he was saying how if I get straight A's "WE" might go to Japan this summer.... aldks;fjldfdfkl... I felt sick... Iono.. I'm just not ready.. I mean- like.. I've been living with her for like.. all my life.. alone.. just us.. and then suddenly she brings home this man... raar... and he said he wanted to meet Grandpa.. I wonder if he knew Grandpa didn't wanna see him.. or that was what he said.. last.. LAST time.. I think he changed his mind though.. but Iono.. I always thought Mom's first return back to China, it'll be just us.. Iono.. I just feel.. sorta.. sick... or guilty.. whatever.. it just dosen't feel right... Or maybe I'm just not used to having him around... it's like... 2 people live in an apartment.. one day.. one of the 2 brings home another person who sleeps with her for 3 days in a row. I mean.. not to make Mom sound slutty (by far the sluttiest one seems to be Starfucker's Chicken! -__-) or anything.. but c'mon... I mean.. like Kathrin' said-
"FUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!" But of course.. her mom retaliated with-
"I CAN FUCK WHOEVER I WANT, WHENEVER I WANT, WHEREEVER I WANT!!!"... Poor Kathrin... lol...
Okay.. but that's basically it.. for reality anyway.. but of course- who wouldn't trade "a raven for a dove?".... (Okay.. fuck.. this Midsummer Night's Dream crap is getting to me...) So yea.. FFVII- I'm proud to say... that VINCENT is FULLY FUNCTIONABLE!!! And Barret and Red XIII are... semi-functional.. ^__^.. I spent like.. 30 min. today and yesterday ORGANIZING AND REORGANIZING MATERIA for the whole CO. SO ya... and err... Vincent is now WAY more useful.... and powerful than he was... and so is Barret.. ^__^.. I gave him Cloud's CONTAIN Materia... ^__^ and as for RED XIII... equipped him with the new Ultima that split from Cloud's original one... and as for Cait Sith.... er.... I'll be workin' on him to..... eventually.. heh.. ^__^;;... But raar.. enough FFVII. (Damn... >[... now I'm beginning to use raar... raar... lingos are addictive!)
And Iono.... maybe I can catch the METEOR shower this.. "morning".. doubt it though.. too drowsy... and Ion think Iman'll hold that long either... =\... we're turning into vampires... sleep all day... play all night... this needs to stop... otherwise I'll end up with cucumbers on my eyes in history... -__-...
On a side note: Did I mention I ate FROG LEGS for dinner tonight? Or.. toad actually.. Frogs are supposed to be tender.. but these ones are hella fucking hard to chew.. they're good and crap.. but just real hard to chew.... and they get stuck in your teeth... in fact.. Imma go use some floss right now..... so g'nite... or good... morning... =D!
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Almost end of vacation..... >=\... I feel grumpy today.... gotta find someone to yell at... or something.... Woke up early around 11... maybe that's why. Played FFVII since.... damn... wanna go yell at Momota.... wasted all that time at the battle square... pshhhhhh... alksdfjsdlkjf!!! All for nothing too... -__-... I'll never look at jewelry the same way again... Emerald Weapon.. Ruby Weapon.... screw 'em all... >[...
Like I said, I feel grumpy today... don't feel like talking.... or typing... or doing anything... maybe I'm just dehydrated or something.... or too much chocolate.. whatever.
Anyway, Juan came over yesterday night... well, he actually spent the night over... and we had pot stickers.. like I mentioned before... except he wanted to fry 'em... and Mom wanted to boil 'em.. so I ended up eating 3 quarters fried and the rest boiled... actually- I think I like the fried ones better. And also learned from Erica that the lady who costarred with Leslie who died like... 4 days ago... that was Anita Mui... creepy... later asked Mom, and she was like- YEAH! You didn't know? Pshhh.. like how would I know... would I know when fish started to grow blubber and mate with wooden tires? Anyway... also listened to a LOT of Tori last night... since I haven't been listening to her in a while... now it's just.... radio.. and then a lil' Homogenic... so yea... actually, I started with Little Earthquakes.. and after I was finished with that, I went to Under the Pink.. then straight to Choirgirl Hotel.. and To Venus and Back.. and eventually back to Little Earthquakes... haven't listened to them in a while.. especially Earthquakes.... I missed hearing Girl...
And today... Mom's friend John woke me up I think... he was knocking on the door.. and crap.. and I was mentally awake.. but my body wouldn't move.. so I basically just.. stayed in bed until he left.... =\... Well.. it's not my fault he came so early...
And I also need to be working on my Altered Book for English... Colorful scribbles and CHAPTER 1 just isin't gonna cut it... ehhh... I'm so screwed... Might do it later... Iono.. if I feel like it...
And also.... I rearranged my whole CD collection by Recording label.. which isin't really hard to do.. since the top shelf only has 10 CDs and the bottom shelf has 20 Atlantic CDs... mmm... shows you how bored I am.... I never knew Björk and Jason Mraz shared the same Record label... Elektra... =].. The Epic CDs are pretty... lmao.. but of course, I only have Tori's and Celine Dion's.... LKAJFJSDFKL... but anyway... enough about that.. Mom's coming home in 2 hours.... and I gotta.... Iono.. do something worthwhile.... maybe lemons? -__-... But no more FFVII for me... I, personally give up... There was no way that I could have finished the game in 2 weeks.. and I think Momo knew that.... >[... oh well.. There's always online guides.. and crap.... not that I'll have enough time to play it anymore once school starts... but =\... at least I got though the Ancient Forest... actually- all I really need to do is... Beat Ruby Weapon... Beat Emerald Weapon.. Go to Northern Crater and beat the shit outta Sephiroth and Jenova... and oh yes... max out everyone's stats... -__-... and I haven't even maxed out Cid's stats yet.. nevermind the rest of the Cloud and co.... or maybe I can just beat the game today.. and save the side quests for the future... since I'm perfectly qualified to do so now.. with Cloud at lv. 70... and Cid at 68... but then there's the whole crap about the Save Crystal and more crap... and more crap.. and more crap... and ya..... Ugh.. I think I should go now before I start thinking of ways of butchering my kitten.
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Lmao.... @lice... ^__^
litesneeze@mac.com (7:17:19 PM): jewel
litesneeze@mac.com (7:17:21 PM): jewel's song
litesneeze@mac.com (7:17:27 PM): "who will save your soul"
litesneeze@mac.com (7:17:29 PM): what's it titled?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:17:48 PM): um
IdOnKnOw33 (7:17:49 PM): iono
litesneeze@mac.com (7:17:57 PM): o
litesneeze@mac.com (7:19:01 PM): okay
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:36 PM): oh yay
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:39 PM): liz phair is on
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:40 PM): XD
IdOnKnOw33 (7:20:40 PM): who will save your soul
IdOnKnOw33 (7:20:42 PM): is the name
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:45 PM): oh
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:46 PM): ya
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:49 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:20:49 PM): lol your on 97.3?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:20:54 PM): yupperz
IdOnKnOw33 (7:21:00 PM): LOL WOW
litesneeze@mac.com (7:21:02 PM): wut?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:21:12 PM): wut a cowinki dink
litesneeze@mac.com (7:21:20 PM): ..cowinki dink?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:21:29 PM): i like...
litesneeze@mac.com (7:21:31 PM): ALWAYS
litesneeze@mac.com (7:21:35 PM): listen to @lice
IdOnKnOw33 (7:22:00 PM): oOo
litesneeze@mac.com (7:22:06 PM): y?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:22:10 PM): u listenin to Alice?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:22:13 PM): ya
litesneeze@mac.com (7:22:19 PM): XD
litesneeze@mac.com (7:23:30 PM): "Why can't I breathe whenever think about you?"
Either she'd dead to begin with or she just dosen't breathe very often....
litesneeze@mac.com (7:23:32 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:23:48 PM): HAHAHAHA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:02 PM): ....omg
IdOnKnOw33 (7:24:06 PM): wuts that?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:06 PM): is this vintage alice?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:24:11 PM): iono
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:11 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:18 PM): wuts that?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:19 PM): whats wut?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:24:23 PM): the song
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:25 PM): oh
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:26 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:30 PM): so we were askin the same thing
litesneeze@mac.com (7:24:31 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:24:35 PM): haha
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:19 PM): wait
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:21 PM): wut's the artist?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:24 PM): five for fighting??!?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:26 PM): what?!?!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:29 PM): dlkfjdasfkl I LOVE that song
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:30 PM): sdklfjsdlkfj;l
IdOnKnOw33 (7:27:35 PM): LOL OMG REALLY?!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:36 PM): "i'm 99 for a moment"
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:38 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:27:38 PM): DANG!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:39 PM): iono
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:41 PM): i like that song
IdOnKnOw33 (7:27:46 PM): me too!
IdOnKnOw33 (7:27:50 PM): were lyk...TWINS
IdOnKnOw33 (7:27:54 PM): in an odd way...
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:54 PM): ...not really
IdOnKnOw33 (7:27:56 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:57 PM): uon like tori
litesneeze@mac.com (7:27:58 PM): or bjork
litesneeze@mac.com (7:28:00 PM): ......
IdOnKnOw33 (7:28:02 PM): o yea
litesneeze@mac.com (7:28:03 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:28:04 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:28:35 PM): ok, do you lyk evanesence?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:08 PM): not really
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:09 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:10 PM): i heard
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:12 PM): one of the members
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:15 PM): ditched the band
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:17 PM): or somethin
IdOnKnOw33 (7:29:21 PM): o_O
IdOnKnOw33 (7:29:23 PM): really?!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:25 PM): ya
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:29 PM): like he left on the tour
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:32 PM): their* tour
IdOnKnOw33 (7:29:40 PM): oOo
litesneeze@mac.com (7:29:59 PM): yupperz
litesneeze@mac.com (7:30:07 PM): ahrgh.. the songs almost over
IdOnKnOw33 (7:30:11 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:17 PM): OMG
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:19 PM): ALICE
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:20 PM): MUSIC
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:21 PM): PLAYING
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:25 PM): IN BACKGROUND
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:30 PM): WHAT'S THAT MUSIC?!?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:33 PM): okay
IdOnKnOw33 (7:34:35 PM): the christmas music?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:36 PM): commerical is over
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:38 PM): ..no like
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:44 PM): waterloo bridge or somethin
IdOnKnOw33 (7:34:45 PM): lol it was christmas music
IdOnKnOw33 (7:34:53 PM): o wait
litesneeze@mac.com (7:34:54 PM): ....the one with macy's
IdOnKnOw33 (7:34:55 PM): no it wasnt
litesneeze@mac.com (7:35:21 PM): nvm
IdOnKnOw33 (7:35:26 PM): okays
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:35:47 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:35:52 PM): OR NOT EVEN EMPLOYED
litesneeze@mac.com (7:35:54 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:35:58 PM): hahaha
IdOnKnOw33 (7:36:06 PM): u lyk the commercials better than the songs
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:12 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:33 PM): 888 640 4646
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:36 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:37 PM): ...eww
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:40 PM): that sounds wrong
IdOnKnOw33 (7:36:40 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:36:42 PM): HAHHA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:45 PM): "i gotta keep my man happy"
IdOnKnOw33 (7:36:45 PM): massage?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:36:51 PM): DIARRHEA?!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:52 PM): ....DIARRHEA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:36:54 PM): slkdfjdksl LMAO
IdOnKnOw33 (7:36:57 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:05 PM): I COOKED ALL DAY FOR HIM
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:06 PM): LMAO
IdOnKnOw33 (7:37:08 PM): dont wait till its too late
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:11 PM): LMAO
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:15 PM): mmm.... welch =9
IdOnKnOw33 (7:37:17 PM): haha
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:27 PM): but i like aloe juice better
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:34 PM): and thomas kemper
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:37 PM): BLACK CHERRY SODA
IdOnKnOw33 (7:37:39 PM): lol
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:46 PM): wonder what song
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:49 PM): they'll play
IdOnKnOw33 (7:37:52 PM): -lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:37:55 PM): jimmy eat world
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:56 PM): the middle
litesneeze@mac.com (7:37:57 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:38:08 PM): i like the video
IdOnKnOw33 (7:38:16 PM): lol cuz they strip?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:38:18 PM): gettin it on in the fridge >]
IdOnKnOw33 (7:38:21 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:38:22 PM): .....yup
litesneeze@mac.com (7:38:23 PM): and that too
litesneeze@mac.com (7:38:24 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:38:27 PM): then he hands him the beer
litesneeze@mac.com (7:38:30 PM): lol
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IdOnKnOw33 (7:40:59 PM): eeew. its dido
litesneeze@mac.com (7:41:27 PM): ..ewwww
litesneeze@mac.com (7:41:28 PM): omg
litesneeze@mac.com (7:41:31 PM): her voice sux
IdOnKnOw33 (7:41:34 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:41:40 PM): lakdsfjdsklfjasd raar
IdOnKnOw33 (7:41:52 PM): haha
litesneeze@mac.com (7:41:56 PM): actually we are sorta alike
litesneeze@mac.com (7:41:57 PM): .....
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:16 PM): OUTKAST=HEY YA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:18 PM): good or bad
IdOnKnOw33 (7:42:27 PM): lol it was palyed too much
IdOnKnOw33 (7:42:30 PM): played*
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:31 PM): it sux
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:33 PM): lskdjaflkdjsfkldsj
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:33 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:37 PM): in my opinion
IdOnKnOw33 (7:42:38 PM): it was ok at first but then blah
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:38 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:41 PM): it's like
IdOnKnOw33 (7:42:43 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:42:53 PM): alritealritealritealritealritealritealritealritealritealritenowladies!!!
IdOnKnOw33 (7:42:59 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:04 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:43:11 PM): my mom lyks the "love/haters" in the video
IdOnKnOw33 (7:43:25 PM): u kno, the ppl that wiggle their fingers
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:31 PM): ion have a tv
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:32 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:43:35 PM): ooo lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:38 PM): i only kno jimmy eat world cause
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:41 PM): it was froma long time ago
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:43 PM): before i moved
litesneeze@mac.com (7:43:45 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:43:47 PM): oOo
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:00 PM): i wanna see jason mraz's cd
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:01 PM): i mean
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:02 PM): video
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:06 PM): for i won't worry
IdOnKnOw33 (7:44:13 PM): i lyk u and i both better
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:17 PM): so do i
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:23 PM): but he dosen't have a u and i both video
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:25 PM): ...does he?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:44:29 PM): yea he does
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:32 PM): ...oh
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:32 PM): nvm
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:33 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:44:35 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:37 PM): i wanna see both now
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IdOnKnOw33 (7:44:44 PM): ...
IdOnKnOw33 (7:44:47 PM): weird song
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:48 PM): never heard of him
litesneeze@mac.com (7:44:49 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:46:33 PM): ion like him
litesneeze@mac.com (7:46:37 PM): ....rite here rite now
litesneeze@mac.com (7:46:38 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:46:40 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:46:50 PM): his voice's too raspy
IdOnKnOw33 (7:46:53 PM): i think i heard it on a car commercial b4
litesneeze@mac.com (7:46:58 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:46:59 PM): oh
IdOnKnOw33 (7:47:13 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:14 PM): ... woah
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:15 PM): lol
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:25 PM): ergh
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:29 PM): sheryl crow ...
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:30 PM): AGAIN
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:32 PM): djsfksldfjk
IdOnKnOw33 (7:47:34 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:38 PM): ..shit
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:40 PM): skldfjaldfk;fkldjf;kljdkslfj
IdOnKnOw33 (7:47:41 PM): its not sheryl crow
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:42 PM): i thought it was tho
IdOnKnOw33 (7:47:46 PM): hahaha
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:47 PM): OMG
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:49 PM): i just like
litesneeze@mac.com (7:47:52 PM): am SOOOO TIRED of her
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:00 PM): "first cut is the deepest"
IdOnKnOw33 (7:48:01 PM): lol 'fiiirst cut is the deeepest'
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:02 PM): raar....
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:04 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:45 PM): and did the dj say
IdOnKnOw33 (7:48:50 PM): he wants us to call him pretty
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:52 PM): there was a guy who wants to be homeless
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:54 PM): on purpose
litesneeze@mac.com (7:48:55 PM): LMAO
IdOnKnOw33 (7:49:01 PM): lol
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IdOnKnOw33 (7:50:42 PM): this song was in
litesneeze@mac.com (7:50:44 PM): ....wtf?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:50:48 PM): who sang this?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:50:49 PM): cruel intentions
litesneeze@mac.com (7:50:53 PM): OMG
litesneeze@mac.com (7:50:55 PM): LMAO
litesneeze@mac.com (7:50:56 PM): OH YEA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:50:58 PM): THEY WERE PLAYING
IdOnKnOw33 (7:51:00 PM): 'love me love me'
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:01 PM): .....this
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:05 PM): _____ SYMPHONY
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:08 PM): yesterday nite
IdOnKnOw33 (7:51:10 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:11 PM): from cruel intentions
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:17 PM): when annette was driving
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:19 PM): at the end
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:20 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:51:22 PM): HAHA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:31 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:49 PM): ever since that movie
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:54 PM): i have been hating sarah michelle
litesneeze@mac.com (7:51:55 PM): LMAO
IdOnKnOw33 (7:51:58 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:52:00 PM): she's a a good actor
litesneeze@mac.com (7:52:01 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:52:03 PM): wut about buffy?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:52:13 PM): i never liked her to begin with... LMAO
IdOnKnOw33 (7:52:16 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:53:19 PM): lol
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IdOnKnOw33 (7:53:51 PM): ...?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:53:54 PM): who is she?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:53:57 PM): lol iono
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:00 PM): i like it tho
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:01 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:03 PM): it's a good song
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:09 PM): lol really?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:10 PM): wait
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:12 PM): ..nvm
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:14 PM): i think it's a he
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:14 PM): ....
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:18 PM): haha LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:21 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:23 PM): ITSA SHE
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:27 PM): ...it is?
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:28 PM): well
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:29 PM): lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:30 PM): LOLOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:34 PM): i like the part after the "CROWD"
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:36 PM): part
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:40 PM): HAHAHHA
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:42 PM): casue the tune dropped an octave
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:43 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:54:50 PM): ..IT'S A HE
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:54 PM): LOL NO!
IdOnKnOw33 (7:54:57 PM): ITS A SHE!!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:55:02 PM): ...It's BOTH
litesneeze@mac.com (7:55:04 PM): geez...
IdOnKnOw33 (7:55:07 PM): guys dont hurt when they breathe
IdOnKnOw33 (7:55:10 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (7:55:12 PM): ..LMAO
IdOnKnOw33 (7:57:05 PM): melissa ethridge!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:57:06 PM): melissa
litesneeze@mac.com (7:57:10 PM): Lol
IdOnKnOw33 (7:57:11 PM): shes the lezbo!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:57:15 PM): I WAS WRONG
IdOnKnOw33 (7:57:19 PM): LOL
IdOnKnOw33 (7:57:22 PM): HA!
IdOnKnOw33 (7:57:57 PM): wow!
litesneeze@mac.com (7:58:03 PM): ..i know
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:58:08 PM): a million bux and he's homeless?
IdOnKnOw33 (7:58:09 PM): lol
litesneeze@mac.com (7:58:44 PM): LMAO.. "i ain't sleeping in there.. and u can't make me!"
IdOnKnOw33 (7:58:48 PM): sheryl crow and kid rock
litesneeze@mac.com (7:59:01 PM): EWWWW
litesneeze@mac.com (7:59:08 PM): eww.. it better not be PICTURE
IdOnKnOw33 (7:59:15 PM): lol thats their only song
litesneeze@mac.com (7:59:27 PM): ...oh god
IdOnKnOw33 (7:59:34 PM): lol
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litesneeze@mac.com (7:59:52 PM): wait... for that commercial.. if she was wearing nothing but a black tie..
IdOnKnOw33 (7:59:58 PM): EW
litesneeze@mac.com (7:59:58 PM): was she like... NAKED?!?!
IdOnKnOw33 (8:00:00 PM): LOL
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IdOnKnOw33 (8:00:52 PM): omg dont u hate clay aiken?!
litesneeze@mac.com (8:01:49 PM): i never heard his songs
IdOnKnOw33 (8:01:58 PM): u never heard invisible?
IdOnKnOw33 (8:02:06 PM): ...lucky!
litesneeze@mac.com (8:03:08 PM): no
litesneeze@mac.com (8:03:10 PM): EWWWWWWWWWWW
litesneeze@mac.com (8:03:12 PM): PICTURE
IdOnKnOw33 (8:03:13 PM): LOL
litesneeze@mac.com (8:03:25 PM): *DIES*... *STOPS LISTENING TO ALICE*
IdOnKnOw33 (8:03:31 PM): lol
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Just finished my *SPICY* chicken noodle soup.. =9! Anyway, (can I use that word any less?? -__- It's like.... anyway/OMG/lol/fuck...) Mom left to go pick up Juan at the Oakland Airport... ergh... Ion want him over for dinner... >[... we are having POTSTICKERS... usually, I hate the crap... but right now... I've never wanted it more... =\..
Woke up at uhmm.. 11 today... cause Ou called... when she promised that she was NEVER gonna call me anymore... and she sorta pissed me by sayin' I was a WILL... >[.. I AM NO WILL... I'm more KAREN than I AM WILL... asldkfjs;ldkfjdkl that was screwed.. but anyway- we talked for about... 2 hours... and then afterwards, I sang her my song... well- right now I felt like a idiotic fucker... Iono what the hell I was thinkin' earlier.. -__-. So after we hung up I went back to sleep... with my kitty (NOT like it sounds.. -__-), and we ended up snuggling until 4... so errr.. ya. Wasted most of the day on my bed.. and then.. just played some more FFVII and chatted online. And I also just realized that I had 2 more days with MOMO'S FFVII GUIDE.... and also- I forgot to deliver the RENT check to the Creekside Village office today.. so fuck. And I STILL need to write Grandma's birthday card... even though it's NEVER gonna make it in time... pshh. I fucking hate writing birthday cards... well.. to Grandparents anyway.. I mean- I LOVE them and yaya.. but it's always the same.
I miss you... how are you? I am fine.. school is great... I will be coming back in the summer. Mom and I are healthy and happy. So long, love-
Raar.... lol... I need to change my name... last and first.. Last cause..... daddy's a fucker... and first cause.. daddy's bitch is a chicken. In other words... I am going to be under the Witness Protection Program -__-...
And that's basically it for today.... I have no life... -__-.. I admit it.. all I do is sit at home.. play video games.. read lemons... and masturbate.... -__-...
Which also reminds me... I need to buy more tape... Patricia hasn't given me any yet.... yes yes.. she lost my Christmas present.... Let's see what I got for Xmas...
1. Erica's picture ~ ...... Erica
2. Candy.. =9!! ~ Kathrin
3. Candy Cane ~ Tarangini
4. Candy Cane which Humpy Dumpy [Brandon Sun] later stole.... that fucker.. ~ Monica
5. Candy Cane ~ Ou
6. Chocolate ~ "Aunt" Connie & Elton
7. $100 ~ Starfucker [Dad]***
8. Scotch tape XD ~ Patricia*
9. Candle holder ~ Ou*
10. [Another] Candy Cane ~ Monica**
11. Tori Amos CD ~ Iman*
12. Candy/Chocolate ~ Mom's salon customers...
13. Prince's Picture XD!!!!!! ~ JESSIE KAH!*/****
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*- Still neeeeeeeed to be gettin'.
**- Another one since the Sun fucker stole the first one...
***- Only cause he beat me up and didn't buy me ANYTHING for the last 4 years.
****- Not an actual Xmas present.. but still...
And I just realized... Mom didn't get me anything for Xmas... but she did let me buy HOMOGENIC....
All in all... today sucked... -__-... there is NOTHING exciting happening... raar.... but at least I have one thing to look foward to... well.. 1 and a half...
1- PRINCE PIX FROM MANTECA!
1.5- Veronica....
Lmao.. Don't ask my why Veronica... =\
So ya... ehh.. maybe more updates later if something decent happens.... which is highly unlikely since this is Fremont... the most boring place in this universe... A desert would've been better.. at least there's sandstorms.....
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Wow... I haven't really made any serious entires lately.... mainly due to Final Fantasy Seven... ergh.. anyway- chatting with Tarangini's pretty fun... and uhmmm ya. Anyway, I got word that Mom's gonna go to work tomorrow (she was gonna stay home cause of Juan), and I guess she's over him?... Iono.. but she did give him around $422 dollars.... so ya.... and now to tell the truth... I'm not really comfortable with him in the first place... Iono.. I just get this feeling that he's too demanding... but I'm picky =]..
And also, earlier I was telling Terry about how I was HELLA embarrassed at English on Friday.. cause like- Turner was saying she MIGHT show us the MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM thing... (it was BEFORE I got the DVD..... I think.... or not.. Ion remember.. might have to check an earlier entry) and then for some reason.. I started flappin my hands and started squealing.... which is what I always do when I'm excited.. or hyper.. and then Kathrin started to laugh and go OMG-like.. and then uhmm ya. Even Nikki and Patricia heard/saw me.. and they were on the OPPOSITE side of the room.. what does that tell ya? I squeal loud... lol.. but anyway- they were going like-
"What is Queen Victoria so happy about?" Lol.. and then I had to like.. FORCE Kathin to shut up.. ^__^ I wonder if she'll bring it up when we do get to see it... she'd better not >]... lol!
And ya.... and also, I FINALLY started on my altered book project for English.. but I TOTALLY screwed it up... cause like... I colored it like... HELLA FUCKING CRAPPY and other shitloads... lol.... So like- I TORE that page off the book.. and like.. started on another one... with much better luck... ^__^ cause I used ALL of my colored SHARPIES and like.. PAINTED my hand and made FINGERPRINTS on the book... so that it looked.... natural? LOL.. Iono.. but it looked better than before anyway... and actually- that's ALL I did... I need to do more.... and I was thinkin' about doing JOURNALS for everyone.. like Turner said-
"OBERON'S JOURNAL... HELENA'S JOURNAL".. Lol... it might be fun! Except that I have NO idea how I'm EVER going to paint over the TEXT in the book..... it'll look like bird doodie once I turn it in -__-....
Anyway.. I also REALLY should start my SCIENCE project..... someone shoot Popplewell.. please... argh... well.. at least I won't have her next year... And also.. I THINK Turner said Veronica's coming back on like... Jan. 9th? Iono... forgot.. but when she said it like...... People were looking at me..... LOL... so I'm like-
"What?!?! Ion like her!!!...... Anymore..." Lol... and then like later... I THINK it was Momo, but anyway- he was askin' me if I was alright... and that was I scared... LOL... Iono.. I feel weird... =\...
So...... tomorrow... Iono.... play FFVII again... go online... chat... Iono... oh yea.... Tonight, Mom also watched that movie ROUGE with Leslie and this other lady... and she was saying how like- the lady recently DIED like... 3 days ago... and I'm thinkin' to myself...- So sad... she died 2 days before 2004.... -__-.. but it was also weird... cause in the movie... she played a GHOST.... Eh... I watched it before... but Mom dosen't know.... just like she didn't know when I found CONDOMS in the drawers at their old house >]... Damn.. now that I think about it.. I should've taken some... but then again- they were Chinese condoms.... I wonder how old that is... probably expired. Wait.. do condoms even have an expiration date?? Erg.. anyway- back to Rogue... I've like.. basically watched ALL of Mom's Chinese movies starring Leslie... and some more not starring Leslie... lol.. and like- ya. But they have like.... sex scenes in it.. so I mean- I ain't gonna say-
"Hey Mom! I watched Rouge by myself today! That sex scene between the fat dude and the bitchy girl was really weird, hun?" -__-... But it's still sad..... I wonder if she was gonna celebrate...... I wonder if she died in the hospital or something.. probably not... I mean.... she's okay like... 50 or less... since Leslie was born on 1956... and she can't be any older than that.............. SHIT!!! HOW THE FUCK DO I KNOW LESLIE'S BIRTHYEAR?!?! A:ELRJSDFJKDL!!! >[... Too much Leslie!! But his movies are really good.... I've gotta admit...
Soooo.... tomorrow.... I play FFVII... I chat.... I will THINK about writing my song but realize I'm too damn lazy to do it.. lol... And did I even MENTION that I went to watch Lord of the Rings? And oh yes... Monica said that girl's name was like... Eowyn or something... the one who said-
"I, am no woman..." DAMN IT.. >[... Ou's thing is stuck in my head... asdlkfjdfkl;d.. she has to turn EVERYTHING into a joke... raar...
"If she isin't a woman, what is she? Okay, let's not go any further..."
So yea... that was today... basically. Very depressing day... for Mom... Iono- the whole Juan crap is really gettin' to her... hopefully she gets better... =\
And I also need to make a CD list.... too frustrating going like- OOOHH.. I WANT THAT... asl;dkfjdksfjdk... in other words- I'm just really, REALLY bored...
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Alanis Morissette ~ Jagged Little Pill
Liz Phair ~ Liz Phair
Sarah McLachlan ~ Afterglow
Matchbox 20 ~ More Than You Think You Are
Jewel ~ 0304
Michelle Branch ~ The Spirit Room
Alanis Morissette ~ Under Rug Swept
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And maybe even something from Goo Goo Dolls.. or Shakira.. or even MEREDITH BROOK... I love her song- BITCH! LMAO!! Iono... Iman, Terry and I were discussing it earlier.... and they said my tastes on music were limited.... and I'm too picky.. lol! Well, isin't that the idea on music anyway? ^__^ I like my style though... Iono.... it's "unique"... Ion happen to know any other 13 year olds obsessing over Tori Amos or Björk... either that or I have problems....
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Whew! Yesterday night was fun... Played a lil' of FFVII when Momo was online... and uhmm, since it was NEW YEAR'S EVE, Mom let me stay up, cause I lied to her that I was gonna do a countdown online.. ^__^ but she was gonna let me stay up anyway.. so ya- And uhmm, chatted with Tarangini about.. FFVII and blends.. lol! I made my first blend yesterday night! With PSP ^__^... and IMO, it actually turned out good... maybe I'll use it as my next BG or something.... cause it's of TIDUS! XD.. Lol.... and ya... stayed up 'till around 3:30 in the mornin' talking about random junk.... it was fun.. lol!
So today.. I woke up at two.... ^__^.. and took a shower... which was something I didn't do since last Tuesday.... seriously...- I was so FFVII obsessive, I haven't taken a shower in....1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9.... NINE DAYS!! If I counted right... Iono... so yes- I feel very clean now.... And also earlier.. Iono WHAT MY KITTY was doing, but I think it was thirsty, and I was constipated.. so I went to the toilet.. she followed... I did my business.... she stuck her little head out.... the business landed on her head... -__-
Anyway.. something less absurd.. my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!! : Write more songs!!! XD... And to procrastinate less.... I just realized that it's THURSDAY.. and I haven't started CRAP on any homework... raar... >=[!! And also on another note.... Mom was very depressed today, cause Juan, her boyfriend was supposed to come back today from Texas, but he "MISSED" his plane... and ya.. Iono... it is rainy today.... and she was depressed today... so nothing basically happened... -__- boring day.... agh... I don't feel like writing much today.. so this is it.. until something happens.. Iono... pshhh...
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... This is random, but what's a bored guy to do? Too much FFVII can cause brain damage.... I think... ergh...
Name: Viiictor
.State your age & sex: 13, and I think one can tell by the name
.When is your birthday? Feb 7 (same as Aerith!! XD)
.Do you have any siblings? No... lonliness.... pshh
.Where ya live? Bay Area
.Whats your sign? Aquarius
.What kinda car you drive? Hot Wheels?...
.How tall are ya? 5'4"
.TV Show: Charmed/Friends
.Actor: Leslie Cheung/Matthew Perry
.Actress: Errrr.... Debra Messing?
.Magazine: YM... haha.. Mom's salon has too many of these...
.Food: Mac & Cheese
.Snack: DALIAN SEA SNAILS!!!
.Game: FINAL FANTASY VII XD
.Number: 2
.Candy: Creme Savers
.Disney Character: ..... Dory ^__^
.Color: White.. yaya.. don't gimme the it's-not-a-real-color crap... pshh
.Hair Color: Favorite hair color or current?? Fav- Hazelnut... Cur- Black..
.Time of the day: 2:00 PM/11:00 PM- 3:00 AM
.Day of the week: Saturday
.Month of the Year: May/August
.Music/TV: Music.. cause I have no fuckin' TV... that shows actual programs anyway...
.Green/Blue: Uhhh.... Aqua?
.Pink/Purple: ..... I'm not even gonna think about this one
.Summer/Winter: Summer
.Spring/Fall: Fall
.Night/Day: Night
.Cold/Warm: Cold
.Fast/Slow: Fast
.New/Old: Depends on what
.Dark/Light: Dark
.Sparkle/Shine: Sparkle
.Peach/Plum: Peach
.Christina/Britney: ... Britney.. Playboy.... Xtina... baldy... you decide...
.Rock/Rap: Rock
THIS OR THAT --
Jeans or skirts? :: Jeans
Boots or sneakers? :: Boots
Natural or make-up? :: .....
Restaurants or fast food? :: Fast food
Dark or light eyes? :: Dark
Streaked or dyed hair? :: Streaked
Drugs or cigarettes? :: Cigarettes
Cake or pie? :: Cake
HOW --
Do you brush your teeth? :: ....??
Do you like your life? :: If I didn't like it I wouldn't be living, would I?
Well do most people know you? As much as they know about Tori... which is like... 3% -__-
Common or original is this survey? :: Common
DO YOU --
Sing? :: Yes
Dance? :: No
Laugh a lot? Yes
Believe in fortune cookies? :: Bullshit
Believe that anything is possible? :: No....
Believe that everyone has a purpose in life? :: ... Iono
ARE --
You a comedian? :: .. No
Your friends, true friends in your opinion? :: Yes
You bored? :: Yes
You a true friend? :: Iono
DESCRIBE --
Your usual outfit :: "You look like a fag.." Does that help?
Your hair :: "You look like a fag.."
Your eyes :: "You look like a fag.."
What you'd like to change about yourself
(Physically): Don't get me started... I'd be comparing myself to Tidus... ergh
(Mentally): Think less...
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | People.... SOME.. people..
02 | The Antichrist
03 | Snails/Slugs... funny.. they're my fav. snack too..
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THREE PEOPLE THAT MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON:
01 | Prince.. haha...
02 | Momo
03 | Tori Amos
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | FINAL FANTASY VII
02 | Wicca
03 | Tori Amos.. not as much though
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THREE THINGS I DISLIKE:
01 | Fuckers.....
02 | Policemen... well.. some anyway.......
03 | Liars
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Ou's nail polish
02 | Skittles wrapper
03 | Wallet
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Typing
02 | Listening to Homogenic
03 | Blinking
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Make an album.. lol
02 | Shag
03 | Shag some more..
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Break my kitty's arm... which I think I just did... cause it's limpin' now..
02 | Sleep.. really well at that
03 | Procrastinate.. one of my best habits to date -__-
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | I'm... obsessed..... lol
02 | I'm annoying... to some fuckers anyway, pshhh like they aren't
03 | I spill stuff
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Stop cussing
02 | Buy condoms... for the time.... >=]
03 | Fly
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Tori Amos
02 | Nobuo Uematsu XD
03 | The person who's holding a gun to your head at the bank...
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Eminem.... sorry, but he sucks.. and so does everyone else who's thinking of butchering their wife.. or husband..
02 | Fuckers
03 | The weatherman..
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THREE WORDS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | OMGOMGOMG
02 | Lol
03 | You doit!
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THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | How to.... do stuff?
02 | How to properly play guitar... lol
03 | How to not annoy the crap outta fuckers... it's a good trait.. but..
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Water
02 | Aloe/Grape juice
03 | Black cherry soda... =9
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Digimon.... lol
02 | Friends... and still do.. just on DVDs
03 | Sailor Moon... that tiara gets to me every time.... lol
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Who...
Doesnt like you though you like him/her? A LOT of people... haha...
Likes you though you hate him/her? Ion think anyone likes me...
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-If I won the lottery: I'd tell no one, so they won't kill me when I go on a trip to Vietnam... didn't you read the news?
-I love: ... People...
-I see: The computer screen in front of me...
The last thing I did was: Masturbate? Wuddyathink? -__-
-I kissed was: My cat.. whose limb I think I broke...
-I cried when: Aerith died.... well.. almost, actually- when I visited my GREAT-grandparents graves halfway around the world..
-If I could have one pet it would be: A tamer cat... so I wouldn't have to break his limb
-My favorite phrase is: Starfucker, just like my daddy!
-The last person I saw was: My mom
-God is: In need of a woman
-I'd like to: FUCK.... people... Iono...
-Is Hate to much of a strong word? Depends
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Do You...
-have a pool?- No
-watch mtv?- No
-have DVDs?- Yup
-sing in the shower?- I used to, but my voice ain't that beautiful in the mornings.. if ya kno what I mean...
-have a cell phone?- No
-keep a photo album?- Yup
-like roller coasters?- Ya.. what can be greater than barfing after your brain has been turned into a slushie?
-drive?- No
-have a best friend?- No.. or yes... Iono
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Have You Ever...
-bungee jumped?- Yup
-gotten a tattoo?- No
-sky dived?- I wish
-gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?- Not fun, Erica, not fun...
-played truth or dare?- Yup.. now that was fun...
-made a prank phone call?- No
-set anything on fire?- Wicca is dangerous..... ^__^
-eaten snow?- Forgot...
-eaten pure sugar?- Yup
-had sushi?- OMG... =9 YUMMY
-had the cops called on you?- Yes.. like I said.. some policemen are just plain fuckers...
-swallowed gum?- Yup
-gotten tongue tied?- Physically? Or wut?
-eaten glue? .... No
-been on a train?- Yup
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TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS
Would you like to be cloned?- No...
Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it?- Do I die with the world, too?
THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them?- Just now.. I just told my mom to spend my money when I got older... -__-
What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know?- .... Me?
have you ever
-- Drank alcohol: Yup.. only in China tho...
-- had a cigarette: Almost... damn it...
in the past month have you
-- Gone to the mall?: Yup
-- Been on stage: Nope
-- Been dumped: Nope
have you ever
-- Gotten beaten up: No
-- Best hair color?: Errr... dark brown.. or hazel... like I said..
-- Short or long hair?: Short
-- Best height : 5'2"... or taller... I guess
-- Best articles of clothing: Old Navy sweater... comfy.. ^__^
number of
-- Number of girlfriends you've had: 0... I know I'm a pimp -__-
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0... It's legal to do it in China... XD
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
-- Number of CDs that I own: 20... Nvm... that's only for Tori CDs... so 20+ I guess
-- Number of piercings: 0
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 0
Was your past a dark one? ... Kinda?
Do you even HAVE a past? Ya?
Was your childhood happy? ... Kinda
Have you ever been to jail? No
Have you ever broken a bone? Yes
Have you ever been in a coma? No.. how do they pee?
Have you ever even been to the hospital? Yup
Have you ever had a serious sickness? Yup
Last phone call: Uhmmm... AT&T people...
Last TV show watched: A Chinese Ghost Story
Last Item Bought: Carl's Jr.
Last time showered: .. More than a week ago -__-...
Last shoes worn: Adidas Nova Runners
Last CD played: TORI AMOS: TALES OF A LIBRARIAN!!! XD You BE--T your LIIIIFE it is!! XD
Last annoyance: My kitty... yes...
Last disappointment: When Mom said I couldn't play FFVII anymore... hell.. like I'm gonna listen.. pshhh XD
Last thing written: Uhhh... my FFVII CHOCOBO FAMILY TREE?
Last IM: Ron... I think
Last weird encounter: Yesterday nights dream... I was giving away free donuts at my elementary school.... and for some reason.. I kept seeing Eric Wong with Principal Hertz...
Last Store Shopped at: Circuit City.. for my new headphones...
Last ice cream eaten: Damn.. that must've been 3 months ago... uhmmm.. let's see... frozen popsicle sugar thing... it was in Chinese....
Last time amused: Wendy Wong/Mr. Hertz/Donuts... actually.. no wait- there was a dream after that... I think I became a rent boy.. arrrgh...
Last chair sat in: .. My science chair from a week ago...
Last item worn: Boxers
last concert attended: Never went to one... Mom said Tori's tickets were too expensive... ($300)... pshhh
Last webpage visited: Creative Uncut.. for some FFX2 Character Art.. lol
Favorite color to wear: Orange?
Have you ever
Spanked someone: Yup..
Been hit by someone: What do the words: Starfucker, just like my DADDY mean to you?
Been in a car accident: Someone knocked Mom's lights out... on her car I meant..
Miscellaneous Questions
Stitches: Yup.. on my head.. again- Starfucker, just like my daddy... that phrase has so many levels...
Has a friend ever lied to you: Fuck.. a friend is lying to me right now...
Got any autographs form celebrities: Does a professional Yo-yo man count?
Ever met/seen a celebrity in person: I wish.... maybe I will.. TORI! HERE I COME!
Ever been to camp: Diarrhea... ugh... camp.. ugh
Known anyone who died: Yup
Been to a funeral: Nope... hopefully.. I won't laugh my head off like Monica...
Been to a wedding: Nope
Been a flower girl: There's something wrong with that sentence... flowerGIRL.. hell- I've never even been a flowerGUY...
Ever felt like you had no way out: Ya...
What do you tell yourself when times get hard: Wicca... or else just put on loud.. angry.. TORI MUSIC... and SING..... WITH THEIR NINE INCH NAILS AND THEIR FACIST LITTLE PANTIES TUCKED INSIDE THE HEART OF EVERY NICE GIRL!!!... LOL
How do u deal with anger: I poke holes in people's pictures, then sew a string between the holes... mainly dad's tho...
Do you keep your emotions bottled up inside: Up until I explode...
Best vacation ever: Alaska/Hawaii
Best roller coaster ever: One that dosen't make me puke and turns my brain into slushie...
What Brands? TROJAN... wait... the question was about condoms right?
Do you have 11 toes? No..... but I have eleven ways to kill your father... and to think.. I was bitchin' at Eminem... -__-
What color nail polish would you wear? ... I think I'm taking the wrong survey...
Do you bite your lip when you're nervous? No... I just peel the skin off of it
Would a girl wearing blue/green mascara turn you on? Okay nvm.. I'm takin' the right survey.. and no... what's so fun about flirting with a fly?
Do you like toast? ... Iono
When your dentist asked, what flavor fluoride did you pick? Ugh... more science chemical crap...
What sounds better: up or down? Both.... but only if they follow one another
How long can you hula-hoop for? 15 Min.. but that was in the 5th grade...
Look to your right, what do you see? My calendar.. featuring- THE WOMEN OF HAWAII...
Tootsie pops or blowpops? BLOWpops? Those sound......
Big Red, Juicy Fruit, or Doublemint? JUICY FRUIT!!
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Ya.. okay.. I think it was in the survey about the donuts and Wendy Wong and Mr. Hertz.. so I won't restate the crap over again.... and so was the rent boy thing.... haha.. shoot me- I'm a victim of paranoia -__-.... other than that.... uhmm- woke up at 3 in the afternoon today.. and surfed the net... not much FFVII, but I DID GET A GOLD CHOCO... finally.. and KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND!! XD So anyway... lol.. maybe I'll post the choco family tree some other time.... XD.. but now... it's late.... and I wanna surf some more net.... besides... I'm constipated, so later.
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Fuck fuck fuck.... chocobo breeding is so fucking hard... arg.. I: personally give up...... for the moment... lol. Well.. at least I got a green one.. at last... after spending like.. 75098347819 Gil, and finally discovering the cheap trick with the W-ITEM materia.... I'm stupid, and have an IQ of 104.... shoot me... -__-.. I THINK it's 104.. Iono.. but anyway- today.. like usual- FFVII and internet.. and it turns out- there ain't that many guides on Choco breeding.. like.. only 2 or 3 and they all say the same thing.. it's like-
Get a FEMALE great chocobo and a MALE good chocobo- feed them the Carob Nut, and you'll get the Mountain (Green) Chocobo.
Get a MALE great chocobo and a FEMALE good chocobo- feed them the Carob Nut, and you'll get the River (Blue) Chocobo.
Get a GREEN (MOUNTAIN) chocobo and a BLUE (RIVER) chocobo- feed them the Carob Nut, and you'll get the Mountain-River (Black) Chocobo.
Get a BLACK (River-Mountain) chocobo and a wonderful chocobo- feed them the Zeio Nut, and you'll get the Ocean (Gold) Chocobo.
Ya.. like I said- same thing..... I was sorta looking for what'll happen if you-
Get a WONDERFUL chocobo and another WONDERFUL chocobo- feed them the Carob Nut, and you'll get the _____ (____) Chocobo...
But noooooo... it's only GOOD and GREAT; GREAT and GOOD.... no WONDERFUL... so pshhh.... I gotta get myself another one of those "GREAT" chocos... l;aksdjfkldsfjk...
Anyway, spent the rest of the day looking for a new background.. featuring like- FFVII... doi.. but then- I somehow ended up looking at costumes for FFX2.... and oh yes.. that Tidus-looking person... or is it Tidus.. Iono.. no PS2 for me -__-... but his outfit- it's like one of those.... those..... THINGS that like... Iono.. lol- looks really cool.. especially the wooden clips at the edge of the collar thing... ya- it's very... samurai~ish.... ^__^! And I also heard they were making a FFVII movie.. something called Final Fantasy: Advent Children.. well- they got me with the Children part... but it's soo fucking cool.. yet so fucking lame... Cloud and Sephiroth are fucking HIDEOUS.. they remind me of that AMANO art that like.... some person drew... or something.. the one with the really soft colors and the HORRIBLE looking people... it's.. erg... hellish looking... but ya.. I at LEAST hope Cid and Aerith looks better or something.. that is- if I get to see the movie at all... since it MIGHT only be for Japan.. Iono.. and since they might not release it at ALL... now that I think about it... they never released FFVIII GAIDEN did they? Urg... well- not that I'm crazy over it now... lol.. my FF8 fever was 2 years ago... LOL... but I really wanted to fight with Seifer, Fujin, and Raijin... asfjdfjdk....
So ya... and sometime when Momo comes online... Imma ask him about what happens at the end of FFVII.... they said something about humanity being destroyed... and they also said they don't show what happened personally to each of the characters... which really sucks.. well- I think except for Red XIII... but Momo barely goes on AIM anyway... so I might as well as just finish the game and see it for myself.....
Oh yea, and I spent about... 2 hours reading some article about AERIS and how you CAN'T bring her back.. ergh.. can't believe I fell for that: AERITH CAN BE RESURRECTED crap... but it was in Momo's guidebook anyway... bummer- I really wanted to use Great Gospel... oh well....
.... But on a sidenote.. did I mention "Tidus'" costume in FFX2?!?
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I HAVE CHOCOBO FEVER!! XD.. Fuck.... I only have ONE MORE WEEK with Momo's FFVII guide... well.... anyway- I am FINALLY ON THE THIRD DISC.. and uhmm ya.. currently making my chocos constantly fuck each other... in other words..... I'm breeeeeeeding them... -__-.. can't get a blue or green.. and the Sage's greens are fucking expensive... and that... Teioh and Joe combo just totally fucks it up at the GOLD SAUCER... al;dksfjkldsjfkdl... whenever I raise the chicken's stamina, he just.... does crap to his black one... pshhhh.....
And and and and and.... I've loaded Cid with materia..... it's like- he has Comet, Comet 2, Barrier, MBarrier, Reflect, Bahamut, and like.. a bunch of other crap... al;sdfjdklsf... and.. Tifa has Ice, Ice 2, Haste, Slow, Stop, and Phoenix... and Yuffie has uhhh.... Quake, Quake 2, Cure, Cure 2, Regen, Cure 3, and Leviathan.... ya.. I think my favorite characters are pretty much obvious..... and it never occured to me... I use Cait Sith more than Red XIII..... sooo ya...
And and and... In this "packet" that Momo had in his guidebook.. it said.. I could bring back Aeris... if I see her ghost, find the white materia, and give it to her... well- I DEFINATELY saw her ghost at the Midgar church... but can't seem to find the fucking White Materia...
DAMN I am sooo OBSESSING over this BITCHIN' GAME.... arg... so ya.... and like I said before.... my chocos are currently...... doing stuff together... but I just can't seem to get a Mountain or River one.... mainly cause I'm out of money and their stats aren't maxed out.. which is really hard to do.. cause you gotta buy them 782308237 greens... LITERALLY and feed them.... and JUST when it seems like their stats are maxed, they just keep on eating the fucking greens.... I mean.. with the time given and the chickens' appetite... I'm NEVER gonna get Quadra Magic, neverless Knights of the Round.... >=[.... and so that's why I'm going online and finding..... FAQs.... and ya.... crap crap crap... I just can't stop TALKING ABOUT THE GAME... alsdkfjasdlfjkl;sdf >=[..
And.... I just found out...... my birthday IS the same day as Aeris... now if it was Cid... and his is damn close too! Feb. 22th.... but it's actually closer to Momota's b-day than mine....
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And for now on.. this entry is FFVII free... thank god.. Okay- anyway, yesterday was Christmas... and all I had was like.... food..... and $100 from Starfucker.... and ya... so today, I'm just glomping over the chocolate.... since it's the only thing left.. (I finished Kathrin's sock like.. yesterday)... and ya.. played FFVII 'till 3 in the morning... and well- I can assure: SANTA DIDN'T COME... well- partially cause we have no chimney.... and we didn't have any milk & cookies.. -__-....
Okay... and uhmmm.. what else is new? Oh yes... yesterday, Mom drove us to SANTA CRUZ and we watched........ surfers........... surf... goody X__X. And err... watched a little bit of Friends and Leslie's concerts when we got home... other than that... nothin' new.. ya: that was my Christmas.. not very x-mas~ish, neh?
And err.... ya- I STILL haven't watched Mona Lisa Smile yet.. but now since my obsession over Tori Amos ceased a bit.. Ion wanna watch it so much.... ya- now it's just.... 97% FFVII... 2% Tori Amos... 1% Homogenic...
OH YEA.. and and and.. I sorta had insomnia yesterday night.. or uhmm- today morning.. so I spent like... 30 min... coming up with this FFVII timeline and crap....
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Okay.. I said I won't talk about it but... fuck that.. I can't help it...
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2000 Years ago... an alien creature came crashing down on the Planet.. and uhmm- the Cetra were trying to fight it.. (maybe the crater was from the crash? Iono..) Anyway- hella lotta 'em died and stuff... without getting to the Promised Land.. and their city was forgotten...
2000 Years after that, the alien was discovered in a comatose (hint hint: *Tori Amos* ^__~)frozen state, and was believed to be an Ancient. The creature was named JENOVA. Anyway, scientists at the Shin-Ra science dep. wanted to experiment with Jenova, and then wanted to test it out on humans. So one of the scientists, Hojo, offered his pregnant *WIFE*, Lucrecia to be tested on (she was also a fellow scientist.. and ya... since he basically screwed her, I would sorta consider her his slut... I mean.. wife) and when the child was born, he was named Sephiroth. But a short time later, Lucrecia died. So Sephiroth was brought up by the Shin-Ra co. (you can see how Vincent ties in with all of this crap.) and was never told how he was born/created. So basically.. Sephiroth had 2 mothers... Lucrecia and Jenova... ergh.. *Anyway, the professor that EXPERIMENTED on Lucrecia, Prof. Gast, then moved away (NORTH.. to Icicle Inn perhaps.. -__-) and continued his reasearch on the Ancients. And uhmmm, I THINK that's where he met Ifalna.. and he recorded some videos of her.. before they did it.. -__-.. and uhmm ya, the baby was Aeris.. doi -__-.. (So Aeris is semi-Ancient?) And ya, she was the child of Ifalna and Gast.. but anyway- they were discovered by the Shin-Ra, and uhmmm Gast was killed... and Ifalna and Aeris were abducted by Hojo..... and that's how they ended up in Midgar. Anyway- but the Ancient somehow managed to escape, and took the train to the slums- and Elmyra found them while waiting for her husband who was supposed to come back from Wutai (and that starts another chain... where Sephiroth MIGHT have gone to Wutai... but it definitely ties the line with Godo and Yuffie's life) but died there. So anyway- Ifalna died, so Elmyra took care of Aeris.. and uhmm- well, that's Aeris' history.. as well as Sephiroth's...
So how does Vincent tie with this? Okay... he was a Turk and was against the experiment on humans- but then his protests failed anyway, and uhmm- he blames himself for not protecting the one he loved (Lucrecia)... so when she died, he got angry and went to see the scientists, but was shot by Hojo and was also experimented on. But in the game, he's 27.... and we all know Sephiroth is at LEAST over 20 years in the game... pshh, so Hojo's experiment might have had an aging effect or something.. since Vincent basically slept for 20 years in the coffin... and uhmm Cloud and co. found him in the Shin-Ra mansion.. where the whole thing SUPPOSEDLY took place.
And uhmm now we go on to Yuffie's history.. very brief- anyway, Shin-Ra was at war with Wutai (I THINK it was Shin-Ra.. Iono.. most likely tho..) and anyway, Wutai lost.. and uhmm- Godo (general/leader... person..) was ashamed... and locked himself basically at the top of his Pagoda... and uhm ya- Elmyra's husband got killed there as well.
Okay.. and now we go on to Cloud and Tifa's history.. okie- they were basically born together.. same town.. same crap and stuff... anyway- Cloud's not ENTIRELY CREATED by Hojo... but lemme ramble fromt he top.
Okay.. so we learn that Tifa's mother died... and at that time Tifa wasn't so close with Cloud.. but THAT NIGHT, he called her over to the well and said he was leaving to join SOLDIER in Midgar. (He was trying to get her attention...) And uhmm... ya, so she thought about him when he left and stuff. That we learn when Tifa and Cloud were in the Lifestream, so I won't go into detail... but uhmm- SOLDIER and the JENOVA PROJECT were seperate things.. but somehow they tie together.... and Cloud was injected with JENOVA cells by HOJO... but he marked him as a FAILURE, for he was trying to make a SEPHIROTH CLONE.. why? Well.... I guess the MAIN reason Hojo wanted to do it was because he was always considered a rank lower than Prof. Gast and I guess he was just jealous.. though it dosen't state that in the game... and since GAST was the one that "CREATED" Sephiroth, Hojo wanted to TOP that. So Hojo wanted to make Sephiroth CLONES, injecting them with Jenova's cells and if they failed- he threw them out... but if they were strong enough, he gave them a numbered tattoo.... and err- Cloud was a failure... so he dosen't have one... but anyway- there was this WHOLE confusion thing about which happened first...
So Cloud never joined SOLDIER.. but he returned to Nibelheim as one of those SHIN-RA FLUNKIES.. and actually the one that was ACTUALLY in SOLDIER was ZACK (from Gongaga.. and also Aeris' first boyfriend... don't ask me how I know this..) so basically- CLOUD SAW the whole thing... and his SOLDIER story was based on ZACK'S adventures.. not his own.. anyway- when he saw Tifa, he quickly put on his mask, so she wouldn't recognize him... and she didn't... but like- she was the guide to Mt. Nibel.. and then the BRIDGE COLLAPSED like in Cloud's "MEMORY" at Kalm Inn... and like- one Shin-Ra soldier was missing, but the other one was CLOUD.. and the ILLUSION CLOUD was Zack.. Seph. was himself and ditto to Tifa.. so anyway- they reached the reactor, Tifa wasn't allowed in... So Zack went in with Sephiroth.. and it was in there that he began to question who he REALLY was and his REAL HISTORY.. and uhmm then you get the- SEPHIROTH GOES TO SHIN-RA MANSION AND LOCKS HIMSELF INSIDE story and so anyway- Cloud and Zack were also in it.. but when they came out at night, Seph. set the town on fire... and so they both hurried to the reactor.. where they saw Tifa... and she was wounded like in Cloud's fake memory... and it was actually Zack who went in... FIRST.. and HE was also wounded.. but then, just when he was about to release JENOVA from her cell.. or tube.. or whatever, Cloud came in his Shin-Ra suit.. and took a swing.. well... STABBED Sephiroth... so ya- Sephiroth was wounded.. and was beginning to leave the reactor... and Cloud checked on Tifa and Zack... but anyway- he later caught up with Seph. in the reactor... and so ya-
"Don't.. push your luck..." -__-.. But Cloud did... and even though he was wounded, he actually KILLED Sephiroth.. HOW he did it still bugs me.... it's like, the game shows him pulling Sephiroth's sword out of his stomach.. and then- he LIFTED up the sword... and swung it, and Seph., who was still holding onto it, got swung and drowned.. in something.... perhaps Mako? So anyway, Cloud didn't do much after that.. cause he fainted too... so ya- but like, Tifa was rescued by her martial arts teacher, Zangan, but Zack and Cloud were left behind.. to be discovered by the Shin-Ra.. and it was there, I think that Cloud got injected with the Jenova cells... maybe Zack too.. but Iono.. he didn't live until the Reunion... but anyway- if you know about the speical cinema thing, then you know this.. but like- Zack escaped with Cloud.. who was like... Iono...- well, he couldn't talk.. or think right.. Iono.. oh yes.. he acted the SAME way after he was found in MIDEEL... like- with the Mako poisoning... so ya.. he couldn't talk... or walk. But anyway- Zack took Cloud to Midgar.. or the boundaries of Midgar anyway... cause he was found- by the Shin-Ra.. and he resisted them, and was shot... like.. 3 times even after he was dead.. so ya- guessed they liked killing people 3 times over? But anway, the soldiers decided to leave Cloud alone.. since he couldn't do much anyway.. but then I guess he COULD think.. cause he took ZACK'S SWORD (the big one... ya..) and went into Midgar.. and took the same train that Aeris and her mother took.. to the SLUMS.. and uhmm- he was found by TIFA.. but after he saw her- he IMMEDIATELY recovered... but then he said he was leaving a while after that.. and like- that's when Tifa told him about AVALANCHE.. and THAT leads to the beginning of the game.. with the explosion of the No. 1 Reactor. But like.. oh yes- I forgot about Tifa.. so anyway, Zangan took her to Midgar.. and uhmm- took care of her for a while.. but not forever, so he left, but she stayed in Midgar and opened up a BAR- Tifa's 7th Heaven.. so ya- and that's when she met BARRETT and his AVALANCHE gang... and uhm- she decided to let them use her bar as their hideout..
And damn.. oh yea- Barrett's history... lol! So anyway, his past was totally in the game... so the only thing I'll mention is about Marlene. But that was also in the game.. so ya- Marlene's not Barrett's daughter... but the daughter of his best friend, Dyne.. so ya.. that's basically it- since everything about Barrett is in the game... but anyway, his town blew up.. the people of the town blamed him.. and he moved to Midgar... and started hatin' the SHIN-RA.. since they were the one that basically massacred the town.
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So now- who haven't I mentioned?
Cloud and Tifa's history
Sephiroth's history
Vincent's history
Barrett's history
Aeris' history
Yuffie's history
JENOVA PROJECT's history
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.... Ya.. that's pretty much it.. I know I haven't mentioned Cid, Cait Sith, or Red XIII's history... but they just don't tie in with the OVERALL plot of the game... they just all tie in with SHIN-RA... and not much is said about their past... well- with the exception of RED XIII.. but that's NOTHING to do with the Jenova Project... and Cid.. well- the only thing they give was how his FIRST MAN IN SPACE thing was shattered by the Shin-Ra and their funding... and Cait Sith... well- the only history he would have would probably be where he was manufactured... lol... or maybe something about Reeve... hmmm... and ya... I didn't give much info on the JENOVA crap.. but they explain it in the game... I'm just covering over what I was thinking about last night... or this morning.. and ya- Putting pieces together... but the MAIN thing that TOTALLY BUGS me is Prof. Gast and like... how he had this EVIL TO GOOD TRANSITION with like- INJECTING JENOVA CELLS INTO LUCRECIA and MARRYING AND EVENTUALLY GIVING UP HIS LIFE FOR IFALNA... it's just so weird.... you'd think he was like.. Iono- a reversed Darth Vader or somethin'... (I know CRAP about Star Wars.... believe me.)
Yupperz.... all those pieces... put together by MEE.. *PROUD* =D!! Wait 'till I tell Momo.. but then again- I think he knows... since he did finish the game like.... almost a year before... and speaking of Momota.. I still need to find out if it's true or not that you can actually bring back AERIS after she's been dead for a WHOLE DISC.... -__-...
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